I find it strange that in the midst of personal chaos and turmoil I still find time daily to play chess.  It is unlikely to solve my problems, fund my college, or get work done and yet it helps to play.... lost in the contemplation of the postions and pieces I don't have to worry about the issues that plague my personal life.  For the span of a game the rules are all that matter, a cleansing of the soul if you will.  For that I am grateful it has reentered my life.