The notation for chess commentary is:

?? - blunder
? - mistake
?! - dubious

!? - interesting move
! - good move
!! - excellent move

You accidentally reversed the order.

Your 13 e5 was a nice idea.  Black probably should've replied 13... Qe6 (making use of the pin on the e-file).

I don't think you should be quite so hard on your opponent's moves btw.  As eminent GM Miguel Najdorf once said:  "Chess not easy game."