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I enjoy playing chess since primary school, and ever since I ve been interested in chess history, theory, trivia and puzzles. I ve played quite a lot during my teens, both team and individual competitions, earning the  Candidate Master  title in 1998. However, I took a rather long `vacation` from chess from 2000 to 2007 spending most of the time abroad and finishing my schooling. This site brought to me completelly new aspects of a chess game, new surroundings and challenges...I ve met many  new friends on here, and I couldn`t be more pleased because of that. These days I hope to be a loyal and devoted chess companion. 

My National Team   http://www.chess.com/groups/view/srbija-tim

Groups that  I manage and humbly recomend:

http://www.chess.com/groups/view/chess-lounge               Chess Lounge

http://www.chess.com/groups/home/october                               October

://www.chess.com/groups/home/chess-amp-fun              Chess and Fun

Groups that  I enjoy playing for:

http://www.chess.com/groups/home/adults-only-group     Adults Only Group

http://www.chess.com/groups/view/world-friendship        World Friendship

http://www.chess.com/groups/view/say-no-to-racism      Say No To Racism

Nothingness of a useless Guardian Angel


The wish of being wanted
As the Guardian Angel closed his eyes
He stretched out his hands
To grasp a body to help
Feeling that he was nothing
When he wasn't able to satisfy his task given by god
But the help he tried to give
Was too far away to be taken
Because heaven and earth are too far away from each other
Still he tried to effect the suffering ones pain
And despair caught him in his tight arms
By now I finally noticed...
That sometimes it is useless to fight for something or someone...
That will make you unhappy in the end...
I am starting to get tired...
Because by now it is like trying to stop a driving train...
with your bare and weak hands...


But while he tried to free himself
He saw the suffering one smiling
Sweet nothings dripping from his lips
Beautiful emotionless
And the fight against despair came to a halt
Feeling that by all his try
He couldn't serve his duty
And soon he could see, that his senseless help was not wanted
Ang the Guardian Angel was that he was not needed anymore
And with a tear in his eyes he woke up again
And saw...
That he had never really existed anyway...