"My body, my f*ing choice"-Billie Eilish, in case you didn’t read that, then u will read this

"MY BODY MY F*ING CHOSE"-Billie Eilish

Hey, I’m Ally or Jet. You can call me Either, but I'm a girl who is emo and stutters. I am 14 fyi

I’m studying for exams, so I won’t be able to talk until after 3:00 US time

What I've learned over these years is that people can get to you through your thoughts and feelings, even though you say “Oh, I didn't do such a thing”, they can still target u and say “It’s all your fault” for no f**king reason. But hey, I've been there, accused by a police officer, a dumb one in fact. Still, I was thinking then “f**k my life I wanna d*e” yea after that I thought my mom would be mad at me. Still, I was wrong, she wasn’t angry at me, she was Furious at all and everyone who accused me. She told the pathetic officer to get adhd and anxiety training for people like me. But know that I've been hurt one too many times. I can see that things won't always go right, they may intervene in some way, but the things u hope you accomplished are all wrong, they will accuse you until u die. Teachers, Police Officers, Principals, and Therapists will NEVER GET IT. Yeah, they were a child once, but where u a child with ADHD, depression, anxiety, and mental issues? No, you weren't. We are never like the people we know; they are never going to know what we go through. If you stand with me and say people have the right to have their issues solved, then that's what we are. And if those adults aren't going to agree, f**k them all. We don't care; we stand for what's right, and people like them aren't right.

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I’m not going to be on very much anymore because my school has put Kent ICD on some apps, including chess, but sometimes it glitches and lets me in to edit or talk, but this is going to be my last time talking until they change the restrictions. I love you, Landon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v74H5INQeeI

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This is for Landon, wherever you are

Dear Landon
I'm sorry I can't be friends with you any longer. It's just that I can't be friends with a person who is 8 hours away and 17 years old, when I'm only 14 and still 8 hours away.
Yeah, I might be planning to see you again, but not any time soon. I have to be at least 25 to see you, and that's more than 5 years away.
Just to say, yes, I do still dearly love you, but because of the distance and all that, I can't be besties with you. Yes, I will be dating others before I come to see you in Kentucky, but I will never forget about you.
Remember the times when I had my extra time classes, and you kept talking to me. Remember when Evan asked us to date, but then ur mom and dad said, “she's too young.” Remember, when you showed me your cats and played Roblox with me.
These are all great memories, but the one thing that matters most to me is ur personality. I love it, it's all funny and sweet at the same time. The way you used to call me boo and the way you tried to smile just for me.
Landon, you mean the world to me. I would give anything to be with you, even if it means getting hurt in the process.

I LOVE YOU, LANDON
Love your best friend Ally/Boo

Jet390