anxiety

Cross
Cross
Dec 9, 2008, 6:53 PM |
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Fearful, I gaze
waiting for the wind
to blow my direction.
Heat fills throughout
my entire body
and sweat developes
on my face.
My cheeks are
blood red and
my eyes begin
to water.
This only happens
when I think of what
you might do to me.
Alone, I am
afraid
of the one that
I used to be
in love with.
My breathing
becomes deeper.
Only because
the air around me
seems to hot
to inhale.
I can't
breathe.
I fall
to
the ground.
My body is
unable to take
control.
Blind, my eyes
are too filled
with tears.
I blame you.
Finally,
I can breathe again.
The air is so
cool
and my temperature
is normal.
I blame you.
I haven't seen you
since the incident,
but I know this
is just the first
episode
of my
overwhelming
anxiety.