For the Addicts

PrettyGoPale
PrettyGoPale
Mar 28, 2008, 1:32 AM |
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“GOD BUTTON”

 

"It got blacker.

And it got bigger.

And everyday I tried to figure

a way out of here --

a way out of this --

a way out.

 

I got smaller.

And I got sicker.

And everyday I teased the trigger.

Wanting out of here --

a way out of this --

a way out.

 

Couldn’t do it for myself.

I prayed for God’s help --

a button to push

saying it’s time --

please, come and get me.

A God Button.

 

I hit the bottom.

I cracked wide open.

So many times I’d have pushed the God Button

for a way out of here --

a way out of this --

a way out.

 

The fear bled.

The black flowed red --

released the secrets inside my head.

Over time -- regained control

of my soul

because there was no God Button."