I finally found a "heat" worth playing for, only to realize I’m still just a bystander in my own life. I used to be a genius because I didn't care; now I care, and I’ve realized I’m just weak. Don’t expect a good game. I’m just moving pieces because I don’t know how to stop.

Lily and many people told me I was a god, but slayerres,let me mate,Phoenix,croisant showed me I’m just a ghost. I’m playing chess the way I play life now: waiting for a miracle that already passed me by. If you win, it’s because I’ve already given up. If I win, it doesn't change the fact that I'm empty.

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