The world from my POV-

Childhood-

A kid. Why would an immature mind know how cruel the world is. For a child, pain is the scolding they get for their betterment. Wake, cry, play, eat and sleep, that's childhood. Every day feels like a paradise. Every moment cherished like heaven. Anything horrible is ignored because that child must cannot understand what is it.

Teenage-

A brain that imagined the world as a small area walled by happiness and containing all its favourite places, a play house, a park and all other places a child loves now peeks through the small window in that wall of happiness. Outside is the remaining world, that kid finally finds out. The innocent consciousness finally understands, what it saw-happiness; fun; love, something everyone was full of-was just an illusion.

Every fight, it took at as play, had much more violence to it. Every tear it thought of as a drop of pain had much more sorrow mixed in it. Every scream that it called excitement was actually the complete opposite, multiplied by 100.

Hall of fame(includes my friends too)-

https://www.chess.com/analysis/game/live/164076629864 (Double bishop mate)

https://www.chess.com/game/live/164008505620 (pawn mate in bullet)

https://www.chess.com/game/164805250544 (knight mate)

@offtopicforums (stop being so gentleman fr)

Hall of shame(includes my enemies too)-

@rayfamily (always spoils my forums for no reason)

@lazyminorbutter (always wants me dead in mafia)

@python3-12-7 (so bad at English that can't understand a simple single English sentence “the game is over”)

@vanillamilkshakelover (never ragebait me or ima destroy your existence)

@xx_vanilla_xx (alt of @vanillamilkshakelover ,a kid always crying and thinking bro's cool after saying oh look at ur elo but has a elo much more lower than it. Rudest and the most immature person i ever met)

@quirrel (made a whole 9k member club hate me)

@freefirendlydove (I thought u were mature enough to understand jokes)

https://www.chess.com/game/live/165267654642 (the worst game I could play as 1700)

Shadowedpanda