𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝.

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What is depression? Depression is serious medical mental illness that causes persistent sadness, emptiness, or loss of interest in activities. Depression is not just a mere state of sadness. It is not a sign of weakness or a condition that can be "snapped out of".

Common effects are headaches, vomiting, diarrhea, fever, chills, abnormal heart palpitations, fatigue, nausea, anxiety, stress, difficulty focusing, difficulty sleeping, difficulty breathing, difficulty eliminating wastes, low energy, loss of appetite, decreased motivation, decreased libido, decrease tolerance, increased sensitivity, decreased sensitivity, weight gain, weight loss, intrusive thoughts, suicidal thoughts, thoughts of self harm, thoughts of harming others, confusion, indifference to loved ones, indifference to one’s own self, trouble reasoning, trouble validating feelings of self and others, feelings of hopelessness, strong and uncontrollable feelings of sadness, loss, and distress, imbalanced hormones, hypertension, heart failure, stroke, seizure, forgetfulness, dementia, muscle atrophy, brain atrophy, cognitive deterioration, physical pain, and death.

Depression is highly individualized and varies significantly between people, presenting differently based on personal circumstances. While persistent sadness is common, others may experience anger, irritability, physical pain, or emotional numbness instead of, or in addition to, low mood.

Always consult someone you trust before taking depression.

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Psalms 31:7

“I will be glad and rejoice in thy mercy: for thou hast considered my trouble; thou hast known my soul in adversities;”

𝕹𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖉 (𝖓𝖆𝖎𝖑𝖊𝖉)(𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖊𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌)(𝖉𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌) 𝖔𝖓 𝖆 𝖈𝖗𝖔𝖘𝖘 𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖊𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌 (𝖔𝖚𝖙) 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖜𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖗.

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1 I am the man that hath seen affliction by the rod of his wrath.

2 He hath led me, and brought me into darkness, but not into light.

3 Surely against me is he turned; he turneth his hand against me all the day.

4 My flesh and my skin hath he made old; he hath broken my bones.

5 He hath builded against me, and compassed me with gall and travail.

6 He hath set me in dark places, as they that be dead of old.

7 He hath hedged me about, that I cannot get out: he hath made my chain heavy.

8 Also when I cry and shout, he shutteth out my prayer.

9 He hath inclosed my ways with hewn stone, he hath made my paths crooked.

10 He was unto me as a bear lying in wait, and as a lion in secret places.

11 He hath turned aside my ways, and pulled me in pieces: he hath made me desolate.

12 He hath bent his bow, and set me as a mark for the arrow.

13 He hath caused the arrows of his quiver to enter into my reins.

14 I was a derision to all my people; and their song all the day.

15 He hath filled me with bitterness, he hath made me drunken with wormwood.

16 He hath also broken my teeth with gravel stones, he hath covered me with ashes.

17 And thou hast removed my soul far off from peace: I forgat prosperity.

18 And I said, My strength and my hope is perished from the LORD:

19 Remembering mine affliction and my misery, the wormwood and the gall.

20 My soul hath them still in remembrance, and is humbled in me.

21 This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope.

22 It is of the LORD'S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not.

23 They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.

24 The LORD is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him.

25 The LORD is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him.

26 It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.

27 It is good for a man that he bear the yoke in his youth.

28 He sitteth alone and keepeth silence, because he hath borne it upon him.

29 He putteth his mouth in the dust; if so be there may be hope.

30 He giveth his cheek to him that smiteth him: he is filled full with reproach.

31 For the Lord will not cast off for ever:

32 But though he cause grief, yet will he have compassion according to the multitude of his mercies.

33 For he doth not afflict willingly nor grieve the children of men.

34 To crush under his feet all the prisoners of the earth,

35 To turn aside the right of a man before the face of the most High,

36 To subvert a man in his cause, the Lord approveth not.

37 Who is he that saith, and it cometh to pass, when the Lord commandeth it not?

38 Out of the mouth of the most High proceedeth not evil and good?

39 Wherefore doth a living man complain, a man for the punishment of his sins?

40 Let us search and try our ways, and turn again to the LORD.

41 Let us lift up our heart with our hands unto God in the heavens.

42 We have transgressed and have rebelled: thou hast not pardoned.

43 Thou hast covered with anger, and persecuted us: thou hast slain, thou hast not pitied.

44 Thou hast covered thyself with a cloud, that our prayer should not pass through.

45 Thou hast made us as the offscouring and refuse in the midst of the people.

46 All our enemies have opened their mouths against us.

47 Fear and a snare is come upon us, desolation and destruction.

48 Mine eye runneth down with rivers of water for the destruction of the daughter of my people.

49 Mine eye trickleth down, and ceaseth not, without any intermission,

50 Till the LORD look down, and behold from heaven.

51 Mine eye affecteth mine heart because of all the daughters of my city.

52 Mine enemies chased me sore, like a bird, without cause.

53 They have cut off my life in the dungeon, and cast a stone upon me.

54 Waters flowed over mine head; then I said, I am cut off.

55 I called upon thy name, O LORD, out of the low dungeon.

56 Thou hast heard my voice: hide not thine ear at my breathing, at my cry.

57 Thou drewest near in the day that I called upon thee: thou saidst, Fear not.

58 O Lord, thou hast pleaded the causes of my soul; thou hast redeemed my life.

59 O LORD, thou hast seen my wrong: judge thou my cause.

60 Thou hast seen all their vengeance and all their imaginations against me.

61 Thou hast heard their reproach, O LORD, and all their imaginations against me;

62 The lips of those that rose up against me, and their device against me all the day.

63 Behold their sitting down, and their rising up; I am their musick.

64 Render unto them a recompence, O LORD, according to the work of their hands.

65 Give them sorrow of heart, thy curse unto them.

66 Persecute and destroy them in anger from under the heavens of the LORD.

Lamentations 3 KJV

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- You do not know me.

- Neither do you understand me.

- I cannot think like I could before.

- I cannot feel like I could before.

- I am the problem.

- I want to be happy again.

- I am the blood.

- I am only truly happy when I cry.

- I cannot cry.

- I cannot be happy again.

- I feel the pain when I think.

- I feel the pain when I progress.

- I feel the pain when I laugh.

- I feel the pain when you laugh.

- I feel the pain when I organize.

- I feel the pain when I love.

- I cannot talk to you.

- I feel the pain when I breathe.

- I cannot breath.

- I cannot remember you.

- It's been a year.

- I am sorry.

- I loved you. alot.

- I cannot be sorry.

- I am not the same.

- I am different.

- I am indifferent.

- it hurts alot

- it hurts all the time

- it hurts everywhere

- I am the sickness.

- I am the pain.

ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ--ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵉ- ..ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐦:

Some of you may be wondering why I haven’t replied to your comments/questions/etc. I didn’t reply because I have been offline, don’t check my notifications much. There is an 99.9% chance I didn’t reply because I haven’t even read your message.

I cannot think like before and I do not want to cause problems by answering incorrectly. With myself nor you. Everything is one. The answer is above. You are the answer. Ask the right questions.

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I want to feel okay and i want it to feel hurt I want it to heal But it keeps swallowing deeper its partly my fault, i know, I cannot hold it anymore its too unavailable now maybe I just love this hell too much

i dont want things to be like this but it will always fall back, there’s no way, there is a way but it will never give way i will never give way maybe i just love this hell too much now…

I cant fix myself maybe i just love this hell too much

it doesnt hurt anymore

it hurts too much and it will never stop

but maybe i just love this hell too much

love from the coldest depths

you were the best i ever known

we had it all for a while

but now it feels like endearing hell

baby dont turn away lets give our love another day i use to live for your smile but now it feels like life in exile.

maybe i just love this hell too much

now…

beautiful pain

(beautiful)

sorrow of mine . . . best i’ve ever felt in a while

self drain

(self drain)

I would say it’s indifferent. Leaving our love in exile.

love from the coldest depths

you were the best i ever known

we had it all for a while

but now it feels like others inside…

baby dont turn away lets give our love another day i use to live for your smile but now it feels like life in exile.

maybe i just love this hell too much

or no

maybe im just the hell and thats what has caused fate to drag us here. i feel like coming home. you were the best i ever known. we had it all for a while. but now it feels like love in exile.

baby dont turn away lets give our love another day i use to live for your smile but now it feels like life in exile.

I don’t want to kill myself i just want a normal life

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