Don't worry my dear, we want to share your sentiments...Talk about your troubles..
Conflicted and Confused
Im not a treasure... Everyone that knows tells me to stop... but why is it so bad? why does everyone want me to stop?
Your answer was great! No one knows...You know that you don't know, then you are on the way of finding the treasure..Be brave and don't return back..find your Self...
return back to what? i'm who you want me to be... i adjust to the people around me. how do i find myself doing that?
You will find your answers in these pages;
http://www.amazon.com/Awareness-Living-Balance-Osho-Insights/dp/0312275633
You have not to understand
Weren't you the one who wants to die?...For the sake of the beauty of the things just read that book. You will find another way to 'dying'. Trust to the wisdom.
(Now don't say 'i dont know the wisdom'. You have not to know. Something that we dont know doesn't mean that it does not exist)
And i have to say that it is no use to cutting yourself and trying to kill your self in that way...
My dearest Missy there are other ways, you have not to know....But there are
When you read you will find
Take care your 'ego', the cosmos within it, you will see
i'm who you want me to be... i adjust to the people around me. how do i find myself doing that?
Don't adjust your self to people around you..You must be yourself..Never mind them, they can give you nothing..they can never help you when you are in need of help...They just take from you, but give nothing..They take your self from you..Don't let them do this, don't give yourself to them..Just never mind them..
Remedy is in you...
You have not to understand
Weren't you the one who wants to die?...For the sake of the beauty of the things just read that book. You will find another way to 'dying'. Trust to the wisdom.
(Now don't say 'i dont know the wisdom'. You have not to know. Something that we dont know doesn't mean that it does not exist)
And i have to say that it is no use to cutting yourself and trying to kill your self in that way...
My dearest Missy there are other ways, you have not to know....But there are
When you read you will find
Take care your 'ego', the cosmos within it, you will see
no, i dont want to die... i was just curious what was wrong with it.
ok, ill read the book
i'm who you want me to be... i adjust to the people around me. how do i find myself doing that?
Don't adjust your self to people around you..You must be yourself..Never mind them, they can give you nothing..they can never help you when you are in need of help...They just take from you, but give nothing..They take your self from you..Don't let them do this, don't give yourself to them..Just never mind them..
Remedy is in you...
i don't mean too... i've just noticed that i tend to do that a lot.
I am happy to hear it
Humans always be curious about the death...
Alice thank you for reading that book, i am really glad for you!
Wow, hey you will see marvelous things!!!!
yea... it was the cutting that was my main concern... but everyone is always saying how bad suicide is... and i was curious.
i dont know win ill be able to get the book though... but thank you

I want to stop hurting myself, but i don't know why i should or how to. What's so wrong with cutting and suicide?