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I want to stop hurting myself, but i don't know why i should or how to. What's so wrong with cutting and suicide?

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Don't worry my dear, we want to share your sentiments...Talk about your troubles..

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I can't find a good reason to stop...
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You are a treasure! Do not do it yourself, please..

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Im not a treasure...  Everyone that knows tells me to stop... but why is it so bad? why does everyone want me to stop?

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Everyone is a treasure...Know your Self..Who are you?

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i dont know... depends.

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Your answer was great! No one knows...You know that you don't know, then you are on the way of finding the treasure..Be brave and don't return back..find your Self...

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return back to what? i'm who you want me to be... i adjust to the people around me. how do i find myself doing that?

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You will find your  answers in these pages;

http://www.amazon.com/Awareness-Living-Balance-Osho-Insights/dp/0312275633

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i dont understand...

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You have not to understand

Weren't you the one who wants to die?...For the sake of the beauty of the things just read that book. You will find another way to 'dying'. Trust to the wisdom.

(Now don't say 'i dont know the wisdom'. You have not to know. Something that we dont know doesn't mean that it does not exist)

And i have to say that it is no use to cutting yourself and trying to kill your self in that way...

My dearest Missy there are other ways, you have not to know....But there are

When you read you will find

Take care your 'ego', the cosmos within it, you will see

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Alice12_c wrote:

i'm who you want me to be... i adjust to the people around me. how do i find myself doing that?


Don't adjust your self to people around you..You must be yourself..Never mind them, they can give you nothing..they can never help you when you are in need of help...They just take from you, but give nothing..They take your self from you..Don't let them do this, don't give yourself to them..Just never mind them..

Remedy is in you...

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Leesun wrote:

You have not to understand

Weren't you the one who wants to die?...For the sake of the beauty of the things just read that book. You will find another way to 'dying'. Trust to the wisdom.

(Now don't say 'i dont know the wisdom'. You have not to know. Something that we dont know doesn't mean that it does not exist)

And i have to say that it is no use to cutting yourself and trying to kill your self in that way...

My dearest Missy there are other ways, you have not to know....But there are

When you read you will find

Take care your 'ego', the cosmos within it, you will see


 no, i dont want to die... i was just curious what was wrong with it.

ok, ill read the book

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Silvanovich wrote:
Alice12_c wrote:

i'm who you want me to be... i adjust to the people around me. how do i find myself doing that?


Don't adjust your self to people around you..You must be yourself..Never mind them, they can give you nothing..they can never help you when you are in need of help...They just take from you, but give nothing..They take your self from you..Don't let them do this, don't give yourself to them..Just never mind them..

Remedy is in you...


 i don't mean too... i've just noticed that i tend to do that a lot.

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I am happy to hear itCool Humans always be curious about the death...

Alice thank you for reading that book, i am really glad for you!

Wow, hey you will see marvelous things!!!!

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yea... it was the cutting that was my main concern... but everyone is always saying how bad suicide is... and i was curious.

i dont know win ill be able to get the book though... but thank you

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Suicide is not bad. The bad thing is going from here without knowing the 'real you'

Without feeling what the 'real love' is

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ok... i think i understand what you mean...

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I am glad.

Look at those, they are very nice, aren't they? I really like these smiley faces, indeed very nice!!!