oopy's last words - Chess Forums

Rosinahakratululia

6 days ago

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oopy: ik ure probably wonderinf how im on rosis acc she forogt to change the password and i just remembered what it was. dw im not here to stay, im only here becase i thought that if im going to be permantely gone u guys shud at least know the truth. not what that bulb told u, because its a lie.

if youre wondering why im the way i am it is simply because of how i was raised. my whole life my parents and my brother just wanted me ded. i thoght that i could be the child they care about maybe i just needed to show them i am worth something. but no it was impossible they are just bad ppl.

and becus of this i became mentally ill, thats why im so obsessed with.. ppl i thot that if i can have so many gfs that i coudl find out who i am and who truely loves me i didnt even know who i am and i still dont.

i am not ok mentally or physically i am not a good person and i know that.

my parents used to use me for experiments for money thats one of the reasons why bulb's volts wouldnt do me harm, because the experiments they did on me mustve done smth to me body

idk what they even were i knew i wasnt ok

and when i saw that everyone hated me when i left thats wehn i knew that i was worhtless. of no purpose no one cares about me and they never did

so i had this amazing idea to finally end it all!

right now im in an airplane, and one of my gfs is flying it she doesnt know who i truely am yet and what i did, but dw this has nothing to deal with her. shes a pilot and simply wanted to practice her flying. i am the only other one in the plane

*gets a baseball bat and brakes the window* you all wanted me gone right? well i am happy to inform you that i am going to be gone now. for good. goodbye *jumps out airplane window*