Everything I experienced seems like a fever dream, something that never happened. I used to be happy here. The short time I was active on this site and the few friendships I made... I wish it had never ended. That I could still be happy. That I wasn't descending into a spiral of apathy, unhappiness, and emptiness. I was in the most special time of my life. And of hope, only one word remained: goodbye.

I had a friendship here. It was very important to me. And it still is. We completely lost contact because of things that happened to me that, well, weren't really under my control. My bones grew colder with each passing day. Nothing improved. I had no choice but to leave.

If you, my friend, are still reading this text on my profile, I apologize. You know I'm talking about you because you were one of the only true friends I've ever had, and I still think about you a lot. I was stabbed in the back by my companions at the worst possible time and I'm still broken inside. I hope, at least, that during all the time we talked, you smiled at least once.

Also, I apologize for my terrible English, which led to some, to say the least, embarrassing situations. You have no idea how many times I kept dwelling on it. It was horrible. I hope the future will be better. I will cherish our memories. I'm still very hurt because of, well, everything, but I'm trying to move on with my life. May the darkness not be eternal, and may the roses bloom again... someday.

In a tiny time, i hope…

i'm so sorry. I wish things hadn't ended this way. I'm sorry.

-Cheetah.

CheetahBr24