im rated 400 ELO in online interactions

I sound like im applying for a job and then I use undercase letters and incorrect punctuation purposefully to sound more human

I second guess what I say until the times where I actually should second guess

I use i in a single sentence and then I worry wether I'm being a narcicist or not

I’m always scared to use a sense of humor because if people dont like it then I come off weird

I’m afraid of being left out but I’m also afraid of disagreement

I always look down at myself but never share aloud those thoughts

I always cower towards my disadvantages and leave my advantages behind

I’m scared to post too much because then I feel like an attention grabber

I'm scared to even post this. Am I giving you too much information?

miwamima