Hello reader! It’s nice to see someone who’s actually curious..

I’m a guy who took birth in India on 18th July 2010… I’m an extreme introvert. I would rather shower my vents on some online friends than someone offline. I have always daydreamt of someone who’ll know my human side the most one day. They won’t only know me as one with specific skills or a past, but also with my intrusive thoughts…

I do programming. I’m an intermediate JavaScript developer who also knows Java basics and a bit of basics in Python.. I have recently learnt the theory of making a perceptron (smallest unit of AI), so yeah I’m planning to set feet in AI..

I’m a poet too. I usually write poems on philosophy, romance (dark ones too) and some on personal experiences… I’ve written around 68 poems that are accessible. I have an account in allpoetry.com with the name Yosef Francis (That’s my pen name)

I’m a polyligual too. I can speak Hindi, Malayalam, Marathi, English, Urdu, Persian, and a bit of German normally. I’m also studying Arabic, Latin, German, Hebrew and more Persian. I have also written 3-4 persian poems before. And i’m also working to make my own language, Mantshavan. It literally means “My Language.“ I’ve made the writing script, and ik making the words are a big deal, but nachitti (no worries)!

I also study philosophy. I’ve read Advaita Vedanta, Buddhism and Stoicism, and I’m also planning to draft a book on it. Advaita Vedanta shows how duality is an illusion and how everything has infinite potential, Buddhism shows the concept of non-self, which focuses on how the idea of self is an illusion and stoicism does pretty much the same as advaita vedanta but I feel it got a more human side to it.

After reading these stuff, I just came to a conclusion that’s much nearer of nihilism (like similar to buddhism), but I also realise that holding no inherent value means there’s nothing I have to be subjected to, and that means there’s infinite potential in everything. I feel I have realised pretty much everything which is atleast not out of any blind faith…

I’m even a chess player (yeah ofc we all are, on chess.com). I have played a zonal tournament before and also planning to register for FIDE in some months. I dom’t pretty much play chess here, I feel the ratings here are flawed, and that all 1200s are depreciated at 900s and they play at that level. I play on lichess and i’m something around 1750 in rapid..

“If you cry just because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars“ ~ Rabindranath Tagore

“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that“ ~ Martin Luther King Jr

Yoderbium