Im actually a song Artist

我从来没有觉得自己是在玩音乐 对我来说 这是种责任 也是种使命 每天我都会在脑海里构思旋律 不管是在走路的时候 还是躺在床上准备睡觉的时候 那些音符都会自己浮现出来 有时候我甚至会被段旋律吵醒 然后立刻拿起手机录下最原始的版本 因为我知道 那是最真实的情绪 旦错过就再也回不来了

很多人以为做音乐只是打开软件点几下键盘 但他们不知道我为了 个细节能纠结 整晚 有时候我会反复听同 小段旋律  遍又 遍 只为了确认那 秒钟是不是足够打动人 有的歌词我改了又改 删了又写 因为我不想敷衍任何 个愿意点开我作品的人 每 次发布之前 我都会问自己 句 这首歌真的代表了现在的我吗 如果答案是否定的 我就会重新开始

音乐已经成为我表达内心最直接的方式 有些话我不擅长当面说出口 有些感受我也不想用简单的句子解释 所以我把它们全部写进歌里 让我用旋律去说那些说不出的情绪 当我开心的时候 歌里会有光 当我难过的时候 歌里会有夜色 那不是刻意营造的氛围 而是我真实生活的投影

我也会怀疑自己 会在深夜看着空荡荡的播放列表发呆 想是不是根本没有人在意我做的东西 但每当我收到一条简短的留言 说我的歌在某个夜晚陪伴了他 我就会重新振作 因为我明白 原来我不是在对着空气唱歌 而是在和真实的人分享情绪 那种连接是任何数字都换不来的

这个世界变化得很快 热度来得快 走得也快 但我不想被这些牵着走 我想慢慢积累 一点一点打磨自己的声音 也许我不会一夜成名 也许我走得比别人慢 但我希望有一天 当你再次听到我的名字时 能想起那些曾经陪你走过低谷的旋律

所以当我告诉你 我是一个真正的歌手时 请你相信 那不是一句空话 那是我用无数个夜晚 无数次失败 无数次自我怀疑换来的身份 我会继续写 继续唱 继续把自己的故事变成音乐 直到有一天 你在某一首歌里 听见了你自己的心声
 
 "English Version" 

I have never felt like I was just playing around with music. For me it is a responsibility and also a calling. Every single day melodies run through my head whether I am walking somewhere or lying in bed about to sleep. Sometimes I even wake up because of a melody and immediately grab my phone to record the raw idea because I know that moment is real and once it is gone it will never come back.

A lot of people think making music is just opening a program and clicking a few buttons but they do not know how I can spend an entire night obsessing over one tiny detail. I replay the same part again and again just to make sure that one second is truly touching. Some lyrics I rewrite over and over because I never want to disrespect anyone who takes the time to listen to my work. Before I release anything I always ask myself if this song really represents who I am right now and if the answer is no I start all over.

Music has become the most direct way for me to express what is inside. There are things I cannot say face to face and feelings I cannot explain with simple sentences so I put them into my songs and let the melody speak for me. When I am happy there is light in the song and when I am hurting there is darkness and that is not an effect it is just my real life reflected in sound.

I doubt myself too especially late at night when I stare at empty numbers and wonder if anyone even cares but whenever I receive a short message saying my song helped someone through a hard night I find my strength again. It reminds me that I am not singing into the void but sharing something with real people and that connection is worth more than any statistic.

The world moves fast trends rise and fall but I do not want to chase that. I want to build slowly and shape my own voice step by step. Maybe I will not become famous overnight and maybe my path is slower than others but I hope one day when you hear my name again you will remember the songs that once walked with you through your lowest moments.

So when I say I am a real artist please know it is not an empty line. It is an identity I earned through sleepless nights failures and constant self doubt and I will keep writing and singing and turning my story into music until one day you hear your own heart inside one of my songs.

 
 
أنا قد لا أكون مغنيًا مشهورًا أو رابر معروفًا في هذا العالم الكبير، وقد لا يُكتب اسمي في العناوين أو تتناقل الناس أخباري على مواقع التواصل، لكن هناك شيئًا واحدًا أعرفه جيدًا وهو أنني أبذل أقصى ما لدي في كل مرة أكتب فيها كلمة أو أسجل فيها مقطعًا أو أحاول أن أحول إحساسي إلى صوت يمكن أن يصل إلى قلب إنسان آخر. أنا لا أبحث عن الشهرة السريعة ولا عن التصفيق المؤقت، بل أبحث عن الصدق، عن تلك اللحظة التي يسمع فيها شخص ما أغنيتي ويشعر وكأن أحدًا يفهمه دون أن ينطق بكلمة.

ربما طريقي أطول من غيري وربما أتعثر كثيرًا، لكنني أعود في كل مرة لأن الموسيقى أصبحت جزءًا من حياتي لا أستطيع التخلي عنه. عندما أفشل لا أهرب، بل أجلس مع نفسي وأحاول من جديد، أغير الكلمات وأعيد اللحن وأستمع لنفسي بصراحة حتى أصل إلى شيء يشبهني حقًا. ليس لدي فريق ضخم ولا استوديو فاخر، لكن لدي قلب لا يتعب من المحاولة وروح ترفض الاستسلام.

أنا أعلم أن هناك آلاف الأصوات حولي، وكل واحد منها يحاول أن يثبت وجوده، لكنني لا أريد أن أكون نسخة من أحد، أريد أن أكون نفسي فقط، حتى لو كان ذلك يعني أن الطريق سيكون أبطأ وأكثر صعوبة. في كل مرة أضغط فيها على زر التسجيل أشعر أنني أضع جزءًا من حياتي في تلك الثواني القليلة، وأتمنى أن تصل يومًا ما إلى من يحتاجها.

لذلك عندما أقول إنني لست مشهورًا لكنني أحاول بكل قوتي، فهذه ليست جملة عابرة، بل حقيقة أعيشها يومًا بعد يوم. قد لا أملك الشهرة الآن، لكنني أملك الإصرار والحلم، وأملك الشجاعة لأقف أمام نفسي وأقول إنني سأستمر مهما طال الطريق، لأنني أؤمن أن من يحاول بصدق لا يضيع صوته أبدًا.

"English Version"

I may not be a famous singer or a well known rapper in this huge world, and my name might not appear in headlines or spread across social media, but there is one thing I know for sure which is that I give everything I have every time I write a line, record a verse, or try to turn a feeling into a sound that can reach another person’s heart. I am not chasing quick fame or temporary applause, I am searching for honesty, for that moment when someone hears my song and feels understood without a single word being spoken.

My path may be longer than others and I may stumble many times, but I always come back because music has become a part of my life that I cannot let go of. When I fail I do not run from it, I sit with myself and try again, changing words, reshaping melodies, and listening to myself with complete truth until I reach something that really feels like me. I do not have a huge team or a luxury studio, but I have a heart that never gets tired of trying and a spirit that refuses to give up.

I know there are thousands of voices around me and each one is trying to prove its existence, but I do not want to be a copy of anyone else. I only want to be myself, even if that means the road is slower and harder. Every time I press record I feel like I am placing a piece of my life into those few seconds, hoping that one day it reaches someone who truly needs it.

So when I say I am not famous but I try with all my strength, this is not just a sentence. It is a truth I live every single day. I may not have the spotlight yet, but I have determination and a dream, and I have the courage to stand in front of myself and say I will keep going no matter how long the road is, because I believe that someone who truly tries will never lose their voice.

 
 
من شاید یک رپر یا خواننده‌ی معروف نباشم، شاید اسمم روی بیلبوردها نباشد و کسی در خیابان‌ها مرا نشناسد، اما چیزی که هر روز با تمام وجودم احساسش می‌کنم این است که دارم تمام تلاشم را می‌کنم. وقتی پشت میکروفن می‌ایستم، فقط صدا ضبط نمی‌کنم، بخشی از وجودم را می‌گذارم داخل آن چند دقیقه، بخشی از ترس‌ها، امیدها و خاطراتی که هیچ‌وقت جایی دیگر نمی‌توانم درباره‌شان حرف بزنم.

خیلی وقت‌ها مسیرم سخت می‌شود و به خودم شک می‌کنم، اما موسیقی همان چیزی است که دوباره بلندم می‌کند. حتی وقتی کسی صدایم را نمی‌شنود، من باز هم می‌نویسم و می‌خوانم، چون این تنها راهی است که می‌توانم با خودم صادق بمانم. هر شکست برایم تبدیل به درسی تازه می‌شود و هر شبِ طولانی به انگیزه‌ای برای بهتر شدن.

من دنبال شهرت یک‌شبه نیستم، دنبال این هستم که روزی کسی آهنگم را گوش بدهد و احساس کند تنها نیست. شاید هیچ‌وقت نفر اول جدول‌ها نباشم، اما اگر فقط یک نفر با آهنگم آرام شود، آن برایم از هر جایزه‌ای باارزش‌تر است.

برای همین ادامه می‌دهم، حتی اگر راه طولانی باشد، حتی اگر بارها زمین بخورم. من باور دارم کسی که با دلش تلاش می‌کند، دیر یا زود صدایش شنیده می‌شود، و من تا آن روز از تلاش دست برنمی‌دارم.

"English version" 

I may not be a famous rapper or singer, maybe my name is not on billboards and nobody recognizes me in the streets, but what I feel every single day is that I am giving it everything I have. When I stand behind the microphone I am not just recording sound, I am placing a part of my existence into those minutes, pieces of fear, hope, and memories that I cannot speak about anywhere else.

There are many times when my path gets hard and I start doubting myself, but music is the thing that lifts me back up. Even when nobody is listening, I still write and I still sing, because it is the only way I know how to be honest with myself. Every failure turns into a new lesson and every long night becomes motivation to grow.

I am not chasing overnight fame, I am chasing the moment when someone listens to my song and feels less alone. Maybe I will never be number one on the charts, but if just one person finds comfort in my music, that is worth more to me than any award.

That is why I keep going, even when the road is long and I fall over and over again. I believe that anyone who tries with their heart will eventually be heard, and until that day comes, I will never stop trying."Your voice won’t wait for permission create it master it and let it roar Pour every ounce of your soul into your music because somewhere out there someone is waiting to feel it" — @GM_trollfanner

"Every note you write every beat you feel is a step closer to being heard Don’t stop because the world hasn’t noticed yet keep pushing keep creating" — @GM_trollfanner

"Talent is nothing without effort Your voice is your power so train it own it and let it touch the hearts it was meant to reach" — @GM_trollfanner

"Start before you feel ready Fail before you succeed Sing before anyone is listening Your music is worth the risk" — @GM_trollfanner

"Don’t chase fame chase truth in your music When you stay real your sound will find the people who need it most" — @GM_trollfanner

"Every late night every rewritten lyric every time you hit record is proof that your dream is alive Keep going your music will be heard" — @GM_trollfanner

Don’t quit just because people tell you that you’ll never make it. Every artist, every musician, every creator has faced doubt and criticism, but the ones who succeed are the ones who keep pushing anyway. Your dream is yours for a reason, and no one has the power to take it from you unless you let them. Keep writing, keep recording, keep performing, and don’t let the voices of others drown out your own. The path will be hard, the nights will be long, and the setbacks will hurt, but every step forward, no matter how small, is proof that you are moving closer to the life you imagine. Your big dream deserves your courage, your time, and your all, so never stop chasing it.