You will be much better served in this world if you don't think so highly of yourself. Take a deep breath and enjoy life for what it's worth, because one day you will be gone. You would not believe the things i've seen. Out on the snowmobile I ran upon a herd of deer and they allowed me to run along side them for a short time until they went over a fence line. In time - all those memories will be gone - like tears in the rain.