A subtle distraction

Occasionally, in otherwise bland, blunderous, and boring 1750 rapid games, there are some real gems.

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Challenge: find the move I actually played in the game heheh 

is it odd that I solved this whole thing in like 10 sec

No way I was ever gonna find that 

19...Nf8. where is your attack

woah cool

this tactic looks brilliant but 19.Nf8? then what

also when I checked with the engine this line appearntly ends in a draw...