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HuskyL0ver

Lately I've just been feeling defeated.
Can't do anything I like anymore, 
Energy feeling drained,
Pained by every move I make,
For gods sake can I just have a break? 
Feeling stress, depressed
tryna be the best I can be. 
At the end of my road,
is there some secret code?
Digging my own grave,
no one to save me. 


Haven't slept much,
That's fine tho,
that's way I cope. 
Take some pills tryna sleep,
can't keep going this way.
I'm feeling defeated.
Hate myself, can't stay here. 

Don't really want to die, 
just wanna get relief.
Nothing else seems to work tho.
Stress has gone up, 
Life has gone down hill. 
Family starting to question me. 
Tell them I'm okay,
when I really wanna die.  
My love is gone, 
I don't wanna cry, 
cant even try to hide it anymore. 

Haven't slept much,
That's fine tho,
that's way I cope. 
Take some pills tryna sleep,
can't keep going this way.
I'm feeling defeated.
Hate myself, can't stay here.

Act like I'm alright,
try to stay outta sight. 
Even tho nothing is right.
Feeling more down everyday.
Got no fight left in me. 
Can't you see?
I'm falling, 
down here bawling at night. 
I got one too many bad days,
every day is gray.
Always in a daze,
they say it's just a faze. 
When I know it isn't. 

Haven't slept much,
That's fine tho,
that's way I cope. 
Take some pills tryna sleep,
can't keep going this way.
I'm feeling defeated.
Hate myself, can't stay here.

People say I should get some sleep,
say I should take a break.
Not so easy to do,
most people know that's true.
I feel like I'm,at a standstill. 
Try to take another pill,
reduce the pain,
Promise i'm not insane. 
All the negativity in my head,
at the end of my thread. 
I'm becoming just a memory. 
I won't be missed. 
Existing is just another task. 
Lose everyone I love. 
Try to be happy,
I can't. 

Haven't slept much,
That's fine tho,
that's way I cope. 
Take some pills tryna sleep,
can't keep going this way.
I'm feeling defeated.
Hate myself, can't stay here.

I've been defeated,
feel heated. 
Stress overloading.
I just wanna get relief, 
don't wanna die tho. 
Have every scar to pave the way. 
Maybe that's the only way.

xX-SleepyRaven-Xx

Wow that’s really good!

Rayelynn
Siver_Gamer_Ghost5 wrote:

Wow that’s really good!

lmao

qihangzhao

You play genshin impact?

HuskyL0ver
qihangzhao wrote:

You play genshin impact?

No

qihangzhao

I'm saying to @josephscrougham.

qihangzhao

Why, you have your profile picture as Qiqi from Genshin Impact?

HuskyL0ver
Nate_River132 wrote:

hey sorry husky i had an anoyong teacher, tok my laptop so i could read this yesterday, but 10/10 for the song!

no worries! and do u want me to try to combine the 2 soundtracks? (the ones u sent via email)

ChessEeveeNRiolu

The is a great song!

charlesbeat21
Rayelynn wrote:
Siver_Gamer_Ghost5 wrote:

Wow that’s really good!

lmao

AND WHY WAS RAYRAY HERE. I DIDNT MISS THAT MUCH DID I? I just remembered I had club notifications but never got around to them lol. But why was she here anyway?