Lately I've just been feeling defeated. Can't do anything I like anymore, Energy feeling drained, Pained by every move I make, For gods sake can I just have a break? Feeling stress, depressed tryna be the best I can be. At the end of my road, is there some secret code? Digging my own grave, no one to save me.
Haven't slept much, That's fine tho, that's way I cope. Take some pills tryna sleep, can't keep going this way. I'm feeling defeated. Hate myself, can't stay here.
Don't really want to die, just wanna get relief. Nothing else seems to work tho. Stress has gone up, Life has gone down hill. Family starting to question me. Tell them I'm okay, when I really wanna die. My love is gone, I don't wanna cry, cant even try to hide it anymore.
Haven't slept much, That's fine tho, that's way I cope. Take some pills tryna sleep, can't keep going this way. I'm feeling defeated. Hate myself, can't stay here.
Act like I'm alright, try to stay outta sight. Even tho nothing is right. Feeling more down everyday. Got no fight left in me. Can't you see? I'm falling, down here bawling at night. I got one too many bad days, every day is gray. Always in a daze, they say it's just a faze. When I know it isn't.
Haven't slept much, That's fine tho, that's way I cope. Take some pills tryna sleep, can't keep going this way. I'm feeling defeated. Hate myself, can't stay here.
People say I should get some sleep, say I should take a break. Not so easy to do, most people know that's true. I feel like I'm,at a standstill. Try to take another pill, reduce the pain, Promise i'm not insane. All the negativity in my head, at the end of my thread. I'm becoming just a memory. I won't be missed. Existing is just another task. Lose everyone I love. Try to be happy, I can't.
Haven't slept much, That's fine tho, that's way I cope. Take some pills tryna sleep, can't keep going this way. I'm feeling defeated. Hate myself, can't stay here.
I've been defeated, feel heated. Stress overloading. I just wanna get relief, don't wanna die tho. Have every scar to pave the way. Maybe that's the only way.
AND WHY WAS RAYRAY HERE. I DIDNT MISS THAT MUCH DID I? I just remembered I had club notifications but never got around to them lol. But why was she here anyway?
Lately I've just been feeling defeated.
Can't do anything I like anymore,
Energy feeling drained,
Pained by every move I make,
For gods sake can I just have a break?
Feeling stress, depressed
tryna be the best I can be.
At the end of my road,
is there some secret code?
Digging my own grave,
no one to save me.
Haven't slept much,
That's fine tho,
that's way I cope.
Take some pills tryna sleep,
can't keep going this way.
I'm feeling defeated.
Hate myself, can't stay here.
Don't really want to die,
just wanna get relief.
Nothing else seems to work tho.
Stress has gone up,
Life has gone down hill.
Family starting to question me.
Tell them I'm okay,
when I really wanna die.
My love is gone,
I don't wanna cry,
cant even try to hide it anymore.
Haven't slept much,
That's fine tho,
that's way I cope.
Take some pills tryna sleep,
can't keep going this way.
I'm feeling defeated.
Hate myself, can't stay here.
Act like I'm alright,
try to stay outta sight.
Even tho nothing is right.
Feeling more down everyday.
Got no fight left in me.
Can't you see?
I'm falling,
down here bawling at night.
I got one too many bad days,
every day is gray.
Always in a daze,
they say it's just a faze.
When I know it isn't.
Haven't slept much,
That's fine tho,
that's way I cope.
Take some pills tryna sleep,
can't keep going this way.
I'm feeling defeated.
Hate myself, can't stay here.
People say I should get some sleep,
say I should take a break.
Not so easy to do,
most people know that's true.
I feel like I'm,at a standstill.
Try to take another pill,
reduce the pain,
Promise i'm not insane.
All the negativity in my head,
at the end of my thread.
I'm becoming just a memory.
I won't be missed.
Existing is just another task.
Lose everyone I love.
Try to be happy,
I can't.
Haven't slept much,
That's fine tho,
that's way I cope.
Take some pills tryna sleep,
can't keep going this way.
I'm feeling defeated.
Hate myself, can't stay here.
I've been defeated,
feel heated.
Stress overloading.
I just wanna get relief,
don't wanna die tho.
Have every scar to pave the way.
Maybe that's the only way.