Hello kaibigan. Cheer up.
dreary place I'm in. How can I cheer up?
myown, yes it is but you can enjoy your stay here in chess.com by playing chess for example :)
Get a copy of "Power of Vision" by Joel Barker. Lots of stories there which you can emulate to cope with your current stuation or location.
what's Power of Vision all about? I don't like inspirational books.