HUGE TRIGGER WARNING FOR THIS SH/SUICIDAL IDEALIZATION/IDK MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS

if any of the things in the title trigger you please dont translate this i want all of you to be safe.

i just needed to write this out

⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⍙⏃⋏⏁ ⏁⍜ ⌰⟒⏃⎐⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⟒⏃⍀⏁⊑ ⟟⏁ ⍙⍜⎍⌰⎅ ⌿⍀⍜⏚⏃⏚⌰⊬ ⏚⟒ ⏚⟒⏁⏁⟒⍀ ⍜⎎⎎ ⍙⟟⏁⊑⍜⎍⏁ ⋔⟒ ⏃⋏⊬⍙⏃⊬. ⟟ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⍙⊑⏃⏁ ⋔⍜⌇⏁ ⌿⟒⍜⌿⌰⟒ ⍙⍜⎍⌰⎅ ☊⍜⋏⌇⟟⎅⟒⍀ ⏃⋏ ⏃⌰⋔⍜⌇⏁ ⌿⟒⍀⎎⟒☊⏁ ⌰⟟⎎⟒ ⍙⟟⏁⊑ ⌿⟒⍜⌿⌰⟒ ⍙⊑⍜ ⌰⍜⎐⟒ ⋔⟒ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⌿⎍⌇⊑ ⏁⊑⟒⋔ ⏃⍙⏃⊬ ⏃⋏⎅ ⟟ ⏃⌰⍙⏃⊬⌇ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⟟ ⋏⟒⟒⎅ ⏁⍜ ⎅⍜ ⏚⟒⏁⏁⟒⍀ ⋏⍜ ⋔⏃⏁⏁⟒⍀ ⊑⍜⍙ ⊑⏃⍀⎅ ⟟ ⏁⍀⊬. ⟟⎐⟒ ⏁⍀⟟⟒⎅ ⏁⍜ ☊⎍⏁/⏚⎍⍀⋏ ⋔⊬⌇⟒⌰⎎ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟ ⋏⟒⎐⟒⍀ ⋔⏃⋏⏃☌⟒ ⏁⍜ ⏚⍀⟒⏃☍ ⌇☍⟟⋏ ⏃⋏⎅ ⟟ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⌇⎍☊⊑ ⏃ ⎎⏃⟟⌰⎍⍀⟒ ⏃⋏⎅ ⏃ ⎎⍀⏃⎍⎅ ⎎⍜⍀ ⋏⍜⏁ ⏚⟒⟟⋏☌ ⏃⏚⌰⟒ ⏁⍜ ⎅⍜ ⏁⊑⏃⏁. ⟟ ⍙⏃⋏⏁ ⏁⍜ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⟊⎍⋔⌿ ⍜⎎⎎ ⏃ ⎎⎐☊☍⟟⋏☌ ⏚⎍⟟⌰⎅⟟⋏☌ ⍜⍀ ⌇⍙⏃⌰⌰⍜⍙ ⏃ ⏚⎍⋏☊⊑ ⍜⎎ ⋔⟒⎅⟟☊⟟⋏⟒ ⏁⍜ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⌰⟒⏃⎐⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⌇⏁⎍⌿⟟⎅ ⌿⌰⏃⋏⟒⏁ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⟟ ⍙⍜⎍⌰⎅⋏'⏁ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⏁⊑⟒ ☌⎍⏁⌇ ⟟⎎ ⟟ ☌⍜⏁ ⏁⊑⟒ ☊⊑⏃⋏☊⟒ ⟟ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⎍☌⌰⊬ ⏃⋏⎅ ⟟ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⟟⏁⌇ ⏚⏃⎅ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⏃⋔ ⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⊑⏃⏁⟒ ⌰⟟⎎⟒ ⍀⋏ ⏃⋏⎅ ⟟ ⍙⟟⌇⊑ ⏁⊑⟒⍀⟒ ⍙⏃⌇ ⏃ ⍀⟒⏃⌇⍜⋏ ⟟ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⟟⋔ ⏁⍀⊬⟟⋏☌ ⏁⍜ ☌⟒⏁ ⊑⟒⌰⌿ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟⏁⌇ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⋏⍜⏁ ⍙⍜⍀☍⟟⋏☌ ⏚⟒☊⏃⎍⌇⟒ ⟟ ⎅⍜⋏⏁ ⟒⎐⟒⋏ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⍙⊑⊬ ⟟ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⟟⋔ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⌇⎍☊⊑ ⏃ ⎎⎐☊☍⟟⋏☌ ⎎⏃⟟⌰⎍⍀⟒ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⟟⏁⌇ ⏃⎎⎎⟒☊⏁⟟⋏☌ ⋔⊬ ⌰⟟⎎⟒ ⏃⋏⎅ ⋔⊬ ⌇⍜☊⟟⏃⌰ ⌇⏁⏃⋏⎅⟟⋏☌ ⏃⋏⎅ ⎎⍀⟟⟒⋏⎅⌇ ⏁⊑⟒ ⍜⋏⌰⊬ ⍀⟒⏃⌇⍜⋏ ⟟ ⎅⍜⋏⏁ ⏃☊⏁⎍⏃⌰⌰⊬ ☊⍜⋔⋔⟟⏁ ⟟⌇ ⏁⊑⟒ ⎎⍀⟟⟒⋏⎅⌇ ⟟ ⋔⏃☍⟒ ⍜⋏ ⊑⟒⍀⟒ ⏃⋏⎅ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⏁⊑⍀⟒⟒ ⎎⍀⟟⟒⋏⎅⌇ ⟟ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⟟⍀⌰ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⋔⏃☍⟒ ⋔⟒ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⏚⟒⏁⏁⟒⍀ ⏃⏚⍜⎍⏁ ⌰⟟⎐⟟⋏☌ ⟟⋔ ⌇⍜⍀⍀⊬ ⎎⍜⍀ ⌿⎍⏁⏁⟟⋏☌ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⍜⋏ ⏃ ☊⊑⟒⌇⌇ ⌇⟟⏁⟒ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟ ⋏⟒⟒⎅⟒⎅ ⏁⍜ ⍙⍀⟟⏁⟒ ⟟⏁ ⍜⎍⏁

⟟ ⊑⍜⌿⟒ ⟟⏁ ⊑⟒⌰⌿⟒⎅ ⍙⍀⟟⏁⟟⋏☌ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⍜⎍⏁.

⟟ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⊑⍜⍙ ⊬⍜⎍ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⟒⌖☊⟒⌿⏁ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⟟'⋔ ⋏⍜⏁ ⏃ ⌇⎍⟟☊⟟⎅⏃⌰ ⌿⟒⍀⌇⍜⋏ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟'⋔ ⎅⟒⌿⍀⟒⌇⌇⟒⎅, ⏁⍜⍜.

⏁⊑⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⋏☌ ⟟⌇ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⍙⟒ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⏁⍜ ⏚⟒ ⌇⏁⍀⍜⋏☌ ☊⎍⋉ ⟒⎐⟒⋏ ⟟⎎ ⟒⎐⟒⍀⊬⏁⊑⟟⋏☌ ⟟⌇ ⌇⊑⟟⏁ ⍀⋏ ⏃⋏⎅ ☊⏃⋏'⏁ ⏚⟒ ⏃⋏⊬ ⍙⍜⍀⌇⟒, ⟟⏁ ⌿⍀⍜⏚⏃⏚⌰⊬ ☊⏃⋏ ⍜⋏⌰⊬ ☌⟒⏁ ⏚⟒⏁⏁⟒⍀ ⏃⎎⏁⟒⍀ ⏁⊑⏃⏁, ⊬☍?

⏁⏃☍⟒ ☊⏃⍀⟒.

ummmm idk what this means.

i said this in the notes but look up an enderman translator if you really want to know

I'm typing this to anyone in this game. I care about ya'll very much and i know that life is hard sometimes but I wish ya'll a good and safe life. I... have so much going on in irl and it's just so overwhelming. i also think very triggered and sUc!d@l things too, but I try not to worry about those things but sometimes, i hide all my feelings. (if ya'll want to chat with me, go ahead. i will listen to ya'll very clearly.) <--- if ya'll don't agree with this, it's ok. Don't let bad things stop you. You have people in this chat that will understand and care about you. Stay safe, everyone.

UrY2KGworl is basically right except for the part with hiding feelings.

I really recommend not doing this, this is a very bad mistake I've made... I'm kinda doing this my whole life and... This just destroys you. Slowly but surely.

Please don't.

⏁⊑⏃⋏☍ ⊬⍜⎍ ⏚⍜⏁⊑ ⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⋏⟒⟒⎅⟒⎅ ⏁⍜ ⍙⍀⟟⏁⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⍜⎍⏁ ⏁⍜ ⏁⊑⟒ ⌿⟒⍜⌿⌰⟒ ⍙⊑⍜ ☌⟟⎐⟒ ⋔⟒ ⏃ ⌇⟟☌⋏⏃⌰ ⍀⟒⏃⌇⍜⋏ ⏁⍜ ⌰⟟⎐⟒ ⟟ ⏃⌰⍙⏃⊬⌇ ⏚⍜⏁⏁⌰⟒ ⎍⌿ ⋔⊬ ⟒⋔⍜⏁⟟⍜⋏⌇ ⏚☊ ⟟⋔ ⏃⎎⍀⏃⟟⎅ ⍜⎎ ⏚⟒⟟⋏☌ ⎐⎍⌰⋏⟒⍀⏃⏚⌰⟒ ⍜⍀ ⌇⍜⋔⟒⍜⋏⟒ ⏁⏃☍⟟⋏☌ ⏃⎅⎐⏃⋏⏁⏃☌⟒ ⍜⎎ ⋔⊬ ⍙⟒⏃☍⋏⟒⌇⌇⟒⌇ ⏃⋏⎅ ⏁⊑⟒⍀⟒ ⟟⌇ ⍜⋏⌰⊬ ⍜⋏⟒ ⌿⟒⍀⌇⍜⋏ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⟟'⎐⟒ ⟒⎐⟒⍀ ⏁⍜⌰⎅ ⏃⋏⊬ ⍜⎎ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⏃⋏⎅ ⟟⏁⌇ ⋏⟟☊⟒ ⏁⍜ ⍙⍀⟟⏁⟒ ⟟⏁ ⍜⎍⏁ ⏁⍜ ⌿⟒⍜⌿⌰⟒ ⍙⊑⍜ ☊⏃⋏⏁ ⊑⎍⍀⏁ ⋔⟒ ⟟'⎐⟒ ⋏⟒⎐⟒⍀ ⏚⟒⟒⋏ ⌿⍀⍜☊⟒⌇⌇⟟⋏☌ ⋔⊬ ⟒⋔⍜⏁⟟⍜⋏⌇ ⏚☊ ⟟⏁⌇ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⊑⏃⍀⎅, ⟟⋔ ⏃ ☌⟟⎎⏁⟒⎅ ☍⟟⎅ ⏃⋏⎅ ⏃⌰⌰ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⊑⏃⌇ ⎅⍜⋏⟒ ⎎⍜⍀ ⋔⟒ ⟟⌇ ⋔⏃☍⟒ ⟒⎐⟒⍀⊬⍜⋏⟒⌇ ⟒⌖⌿⟒☊⏁⏃⏁⟟⍜⋏⌇ ⍜⎎ ⋔⟒ ⌇⍜ ⊑⟟☌⊑ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⟒⎐⟒⋏ ⟟⎎ ⟟ ⎅⍜ ⍙⟒⌰⌰ ⟟⏁⌇ ⋏⍜⏁ ⟒⋏⍜⎍☌⊑

⏁⊑⟒ ⍙⍜⍀⌰⎅ ⍙⍜⎍⌰⎅ ⌿⍀⍜⏚⏃⏚⌰⊬ ⏚⟒ ⏚⟒⏁⏁⟒⍀ ⍙⟟⏁⊑⍜⎍⏁ ⋔⟒ ⏃⋏⊬⍙⏃⊬

⟟ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⊑⍜⍙ ⟟⏁ ⎎⟒⟒⌰⌇ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⍙⊑⟒⋏ ⌿⟒⍜⌿⌰⟒ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⌇⎍⌿⟒⍀ ⊑⟟☌⊑ ⟒⌖⌿⟒☊⏁⏃⏁⟟⍜⋏⌇ ⍜⋏ ⊬⍜⎍ ⏚⎍⏁ ⏁⊑⟒⍀⟒'⌇ ⍜⋏⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⋏☌ ⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⌰⟒⏃⍀⋏⟒⎅ ⍀⟒☊⟒⋏⏁⌰⊬:
⟟⏁'⌇ ⏁⊑⟒⟟⍀ ⟒⌖⌿⟒☊⏁⏃⏁⟟⍜⋏⌇.
 ⊬⍜⎍ ⍜⋏⌰⊬ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⏁⍜ ⎎⎍⌰⎎⟟⌰⌰ ⊬⍜⎍ ⟒⌖⌿⟒☊⏁⏃⏁⟟⍜⋏⌇ ⍜⋏ ⊬⍜⎍ ⏃⋏⎅/⍜⍀ ⊬⍜⎍⍀ ⌰⟟⎎⟒ ⋏⍜ ⋔⏃⏁⏁⟒⍀ ⍙⊑⏃⏁ ⟒⎐⟒⍀⊬⍜⋏⟒ ⟒⌰⌇⟒ ⌇⏃⊬⌇ ⏚⟒☊⏃⎍⌇⟒ ⟟⏁'⌇ ⊬⍜⎍⍀ ⌰⟟⎎⟒ ⏃⎎⏁⟒⍀ ⏃⌰⌰, ⊬☍?
⎅⍜⋏'⏁ ⌰⟒⏁ ⏁⊑⟒⟟⍀ ⟒⌖⌿⟒☊⏁⏃⏁⟟⍜⋏⌇ ☊⍜⋏⏁⍀⍜⌰ ⊬⍜⎍⍀ ⌰⟟⎎⟒.
 ⏁⏃☍⟒ ☊⏃⍀⟒.

⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⏁⊑⟒⍀⟒⌇ ⋏⍜ ⌿⍜⟟⋏⏁ ⟟⋏ ⌰⟟⎐⟟⋏☌ ⍜⏁⊑⟒⍀ ⏁⊑⏃⋏ ⏁⊑⟒ ⎎⟒⍙ ⎎⍀⟟⟒⋏⎅⌇ ⟟ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⏃⋏⎅ ⏁⊑⟒ ⎎⍀⟟⟒⋏⎅⌇ ⍜⋏ ⊑⟒⍀⟒ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟⋔ ⏁⍜⍜ ⌇☊⏃⍀⟒⎅ ⏁⍜ ⟒⎐⟒⋏ ⏁⍀⊬ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⍙⏃⋏⏁ ⏁⍜ ⟊⎍⋔⌿ ⍜⎎⎎ ⏃ ⏚⎍⟟⌰⎅⟟⋏☌ ⍜⍀ ⟒⏃⏁ ⏃ ⌇⏁⎍⌿⟟⎅ ⏃⋔⍜⎍⋏⏁ ⍜⎎ ⋔⟒⎅⟟☊⟟⋏⟒ ⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⍙⏃⋏⏁ ⏁⍜ ⏚⟒ ⊑⏃⌿⌿⊬ ⏃⋏⎅ ⟟ ⎅⍜⋏⏁ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⍙⊑⊬ ⟟ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⍙⏃⊬.

⟟ ⍙⟟⌇⊑ ⟟ ☍⋏⟒⍙ ⍙⊑⊬ ⟟ ⎎⟒⌰⏁ ⌰⟟☍⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⌇

⌰⟟⌇⏁⟒⋏, ⟟⎅☍ ⍙⊑⏃⏁ ⏁⍜ ⌇⏃⊬ ⟒⌖☊⟒⌿⏁ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⟟ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⊑⍜⍙ ⊬⍜⎍ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⏃⋏⎅ ⟟ ⏃⌰⌇⍜ ⍙⏃⋏⋏⏃ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⍙⊑⊬.
 ⟟⎅☍ ⏃⏚⍜⎍⏁ ⊬⍜⎍ ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ☍⟒⟒⌿ ☌⍜⟟⋏☌ ⎍⋏⏁⟟⌰ ⟟ ⋔⍜⎐⟒ ⍜⎍⏁ ⋏⟒⌖⏁ ⌇⎍⋔⋔⟒⍀ ⏃⋏⎅ ⌇⏁⏃⍀⏁ ⏁⊑⟒⍀⏃⌿⊬ ⍙⊑⟟☊⊑ ⍙⟟⌰⌰ ⊑⍜⌿⟒⎎⎍⌰⌰⊬ ⟟⋔⌿⍀⍜⎐⟒ ⋔⊬ ⌰⟟⎎⟒.
 ⏁⊑⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⋏☌ ⟟⌇ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⟟ ⎅⍜⋏'⏁ ⍙⏃⋏⏁ ⏁⍜ ⎎⟒⟒⌰ ⏁⊑⟟⌇ ⍙⏃⊬ (⟟ ⋔⟒⏃⋏, ⍙⊑⍜ ⏃☊⏁⎍⏃⌰⌰⊬ ⍙⏃⋏⏁⌇ ⏁⍜, ⏁⏚⊑).
 ⏁⍀⊬ ⏁⍜ ⏚⟒ ⌇⏁⍀⍜⋏☌ ⏚⟒☊⏃⎍⌇⟒ ⟟⏁ ☊⏃⋏ ⍜⋏⌰⊬ ☌⟒⏁ ⏚⟒⏁⏁⟒⍀, ⟟⎎ ⟒⎐⟒⍀⊬⏁⊑⟟⋏☌ ⟟⌇ ⏃⌇ ⍙⍜⍀⌇⟒ ⏃⌇ ⟟⏁ ⌿⍜⌇⌇⟟⏚⌰⊬ ☊⏃⋏ ☌⟒⏁.
 ⟟ ⍙⟟⌇⊑ ⊬⍜⎍ ⋔⎍☊⊑ ⌇⏁⍀⟒⋏☌⏁⊑, ⏁⏃☍⟒ ☊⏃⍀⟒.

wdym, this is a serious forum

ok, if none of the things in the title trigger you thats fine

there are things in the translation that can trigger people, they are listed in the title

⟟ ⏁⍀⟟⟒⎅ ⏁⍜ ⌇⎍⎎⎎⍜☊⏃⏁⟒ ⋔⊬⌇⟒⌰⎎ ⌰⏃⌇⏁ ⋏⟟☌⊑⏁ ⏃⋏⎅ ⍜⋏⌰⊬ ⎎⏃⟟⌰⟒⎅ ⍙⊑⟒⋏ ⟟ ⎎☊☍⟟⋏☌ ⌿⏃⌇⌇⟒⎅ ⍜⎍⏁ : D

⟟ ☌⟒⋏⎍⟟⋏⟒⌰⊬ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⍜⋏⌰⊬ ☌⍜⏁⏁⟒⋏ ⍙⍜⍀⌇⟒ ⏃⎎⏁⟒⍀ ⏁⊑⟒ ⊑⍜⌇⌿⟟⏁⏃⌰ ⟟⏁⌇ ⏃⌰⋔⍜⌇⏁ ⟟⍀⍜⋏⟟☊

⏚⎍⏁ ⍙⊑⍜ ⏃⋔ ⟟ ⏁⍜ ⌇⏃⊬ 
⟟⋔ ⟊⎍⌇⏁ ⏃ ⎎☊☍⟟⋏☌ ⎎⏃⟟⌰⎍⍀⟒ ⍙⊑⍜ ☊⏃⋏⏁ ⟒⎐⟒⋏ ⎎⟟⌖ ⊑⟟⌇ ⋔⟟⌇⏁⏃☍⟒⌇

⎅⍜ ⊬⍜⎍ ☍⋏⍜⍙ ⊑⍜⍙ ⊑⏃⍀⎅ ⌰⍜☊☍⌇ ⏃⍀⟒ ⏁⍜ ⌿⟟☊☍ 
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