ok
I want to be a master so bad, but...
I want to be a master player like @B1ZMARK or KeSeto or Uncle Guinea, but I get on these streaks of tilting where I feel like I have nooo shot even sniffing their level. Then, I get on streaks where I play reallyyy good and think it’s just a matter of time until I get there.
I just don’t know how to feel about all of it, my progress, my game and my future and reaching my goals. I really want to be a great, high rated player but I just don’t know if I can
none of those 3 are masters
they're better than most but they can't be master unless they get that big fat fm title next to their chess.com username

you mean something like this
Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?
this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi

you mean something like this
Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?
this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi
you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:

ok
Ill just up and ban you one of these days
ok
that wasn't funny
ok
Ill just up and ban you one of these days
ok
that wasn't funny
it was pretty good

you mean something like this
Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?
this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi
you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:
dude I don't play good chess i play fast chess, if I can't play fast I can't play chess. normally by move ten i'd usually be up on the clock by 30secs or more

ok
Ill just up and ban you one of these days
ok
that wasn't funny
it was pretty good
When making a joke you're not the one to decide if it's funny or not
thats just logics

but i was coming out of the openings dead equal or worse on time, sometimes I disconnected and couldn't reconnect

you mean something like this
Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?
this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi
you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:
dude I don't play good chess i play fast chess, if I can't play fast I can't play chess. normally by move ten i'd usually be up on the clock by 30secs or more
ok thats fair it makes more sense why you would randomly abort
also why not start playing "real chess" again a mix of both fast and actual chess couldn't hurt

you mean something like this
Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?
this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi
you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:
dude I don't play good chess i play fast chess, if I can't play fast I can't play chess. normally by move ten i'd usually be up on the clock by 30secs or more
“I don’t play good chess”
>rated 2100 in rapid
reported
went from 2229 -> 2140 two days no wins

you mean something like this
Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?
this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi
you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:
dude I don't play good chess i play fast chess, if I can't play fast I can't play chess. normally by move ten i'd usually be up on the clock by 30secs or more
ok thats fair it makes more sense why you would randomly abort
also why not start playing "real chess" again a mix of both fast and actual chess couldn't hurt
because I want 2300
I want to be a master player like @B1ZMARK or KeSeto or Uncle Guinea, but I get on these streaks of tilting where I feel like I have nooo shot even sniffing their level. Then, I get on streaks where I play reallyyy good and think it’s just a matter of time until I get there.
I just don’t know how to feel about all of it, my progress, my game and my future and reaching my goals. I really want to be a great, high rated player but I just don’t know if I can