I want to be a master so bad, but...

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I want to be a master player like @B1ZMARK or KeSeto or Uncle Guinea, but I get on these streaks of tilting where I feel like I have nooo shot even sniffing their level. Then, I get on streaks where I play reallyyy good and think it’s just a matter of time until I get there.

I just don’t know how to feel about all of it, my progress, my game and my future and reaching my goals. I really want to be a great, high rated player but I just don’t know if I can

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ok

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b1zmark has those streaks just look at his recent games

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you mean something like this



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show the one where you lost 15 games in a row

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speed run from 2260 -> 2100 -> 2200

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Viznik wrote:

I want to be a master player like @B1ZMARK or KeSeto or Uncle Guinea, but I get on these streaks of tilting where I feel like I have nooo shot even sniffing their level. Then, I get on streaks where I play reallyyy good and think it’s just a matter of time until I get there.

I just don’t know how to feel about all of it, my progress, my game and my future and reaching my goals. I really want to be a great, high rated player but I just don’t know if I can

none of those 3 are masters

they're better than most but they can't be master unless they get that big fat fm title next to their chess.com username

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Viznik wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:

you mean something like this



Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?

this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi

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Viznik wrote:
MegaPro-123 wrote:

ok

Ill just up and ban you one of these days

ok

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B1ZMARK wrote:
Viznik wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:

you mean something like this



Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?

this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi

you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:

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MegaPro-123 wrote:
Viznik wrote:
MegaPro-123 wrote:

ok

Ill just up and ban you one of these days

ok

that wasn't funny

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hvenki wrote:
MegaPro-123 wrote:
Viznik wrote:
MegaPro-123 wrote:

ok

Ill just up and ban you one of these days

ok

that wasn't funny

it was pretty good

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hvenki wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:
Viznik wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:

you mean something like this



Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?

this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi

you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:

dude I don't play good chess i play fast chess, if I can't play fast I can't play chess. normally by move ten i'd usually be up on the clock by 30secs or more

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MegaPro-123 wrote:
hvenki wrote:
MegaPro-123 wrote:
Viznik wrote:
MegaPro-123 wrote:

ok

Ill just up and ban you one of these days

ok

that wasn't funny

it was pretty good

When making a joke you're not the one to decide if it's funny or not

thats just logics 

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but i was coming out of the openings dead equal or worse on time, sometimes I disconnected and couldn't reconnect

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B1ZMARK wrote:
hvenki wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:
Viznik wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:

you mean something like this



Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?

this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi

you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:

dude I don't play good chess i play fast chess, if I can't play fast I can't play chess. normally by move ten i'd usually be up on the clock by 30secs or more

ok thats fair it makes more sense why you would randomly abort

also why not start playing "real chess" again a mix of both fast and actual chess couldn't hurt

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Viznik wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:
hvenki wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:
Viznik wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:

you mean something like this



Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?

this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi

you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:

dude I don't play good chess i play fast chess, if I can't play fast I can't play chess. normally by move ten i'd usually be up on the clock by 30secs or more

“I don’t play good chess”

>rated 2100 in rapid

 

reported 

went from 2229 -> 2140 two days no wins

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hvenki wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:
hvenki wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:
Viznik wrote:
B1ZMARK wrote:

you mean something like this



Oof. Did this happen all the way up to 2000+ or did it only start happening once you reached OP levels?

this only happened cuz I played for seven hours with trash wifi

you seriously gonna blame the wifi I was spectating some of those games and bad wifi isn't what caused you to lose :weirdchamp:

dude I don't play good chess i play fast chess, if I can't play fast I can't play chess. normally by move ten i'd usually be up on the clock by 30secs or more

ok thats fair it makes more sense why you would randomly abort

also why not start playing "real chess" again a mix of both fast and actual chess couldn't hurt

because I want 2300 

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alr then what about after you reach 2300 again

i'm not one to give advice to you but i'm just wondering

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rapid