I'd go the way

I wish I could see you every day, but life has decided otherwise, when did I start to let go? There was a time when I’d go the way to you, no matter the length. Now I don’t know anymore, it’s all distorted, broken, like us, you were my bright point amid darkness, you only live once, I’ve heard, I wish that was false, I am desperate for a redo, a redo I can’t get, now the one thing I love I’m backing away from. 

I used to know, but I’m unsure now. I thought I’d go the way for you, and you’d go the way for me, but the way is muddled now, and I don’t know it anymore. Why does life have to go in so many different directions? You can mess up at age eleven and be affected by it at age eighteen; it makes no sense. I’ve lost the way, and I’m trying to find it again. 

I used to see you every day back in ninth grade, but I didn’t know you loved me yet, I was blind to it, I wish I’d had known or guessed because it’d have saved me two years of awkward dates, which neither I nor the person I was with wanted to be there, you were my one bright spot, I wanted to stay but times have changed long distance doesn’t work very well, I’ve tried, and I’ll be here when you come back, as I know you will, and I’ll say I love you, though I don’t know anymore.

Wow, I get most of the references

it took me 8 mins to paste the last song bc of lagginess, It's abt my current gf (dw my relationship with her is strong unlike in the song.)

Yeah, I remember when you told me, it sounds like its going good

Nice poem

is a song not a poem lol I have an album name for it: the lengths I'll go.

Here's an optional 4th verse:

I used to be so sure but now I've lost it, you said you liked the way that I was as crazy as you, but I've lost the way, the way to you. I don't know what to do now, I don't wanna end it but I can't stay, I'm in a sh- position, deciding if I should pray to the god whom I've lost faith in, or if I should ask for help I won't receive, I wish I could stay, love, but it'll hurt us more.

you gotta love it when you're making a song verse and Grammarly says it sounds "formal, disheartening, and confident."

Interesting

Yes, we have poems in a songwriter club, yep, makes total sense.

LOLSIES

Heh

Why did you think it was a poem?

rap is like poem ig

I didn't know it was rap!

lol my stuff is a mix of rap rock and pop (kinda NF mixed with Linkin Park mixed with BMTH (bring me the horizon)

Oh, cool!

thx (:

lol