For the second paragraph recently installed cold turkey on my computer. Even I took pride here I can never break the lock till 2037 so I am worried about me going back again with muscle memory. Yes, you are right it is not scary anymore.
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The world wrought havoc on my mind
What world, you aks?
The world of materialistic wants, that's what.
How it affected me, you ask?
Well, I dn't know, and that's the scary thing--
you don't know how greed will manifest itself.
Or am I fearing the wrong thing?
The world wrought havoc on my soul
What world, you say?
The world of sex and porn, that's what.
How it affected me, you say?
Well, this one's more obvious, and that's not the scary thing--
the frightening thing is, I can't stop my urges; my lust keeps on
manifesting--I didn't want it to but it just keeps coming...
Oh, that tingle, that twitch, that feeling of skin 'gainst skin...
See what I mean? Can't stop, don't know how, endless cycle.
The world wrought, reeks havoc on my soul.
What world, you ask?
The worlds of scary desires that I want to see no more of, that's what.
How it affected me, you ask?
It's better if you don't know, really.