How can I exist when you just want to shut me up, when you just wanna make me miserable, I know I’ve not been the best but you ain’t been no saint either, but I’m so so so fine done with the yelling the shouting the doors slamming and I’m through I’m done I’m sick with you, why do I have to see you every day, just another day ima f*** up in your eyes , you want me to be perfect but I’m me, I say what you wanna hear you get mad I curse you out and now your saying I should just die?
I wish I could just erase the last 11 months… I’m stuck in a rut with no way out.. I ain’t thriving I’m just surviving and I’m so sick… sick of this s***… I’m sick of living sick of torched sick of f***ing up sick of the petty shouting matches I can’t do this I can’t or ima say or do something I regret, but you won’t get it you never do I tried I tried so hard for nothing I always lose you lose there’s no winning it’s a sh*tty situation
Being myself isn’t enough I really need to learn to shut up but I never will I keep digging my grave and it won’t end, no it won’t it’ll just get worse… I hate it so much but I can’t change I won’t change…
How can I exist when you just want to shut me up, when you just wanna make me miserable, I know I’ve not been the best but you ain’t been no saint either, but I’m so so so fine done with the yelling the shouting the doors slamming and I’m through I’m done I’m sick with you, why do I have to see you every day, just another day ima f*** up in your eyes , you want me to be perfect but I’m me, I say what you wanna hear you get mad I curse you out and now your saying I should just die?
I wish I could just erase the last 11 months… I’m stuck in a rut with no way out.. I ain’t thriving I’m just surviving and I’m so sick… sick of this s***… I’m sick of living sick of torched sick of f***ing up sick of the petty shouting matches I can’t do this I can’t or ima say or do something I regret, but you won’t get it you never do I tried I tried so hard for nothing I always lose you lose there’s no winning it’s a sh*tty situation
Being myself isn’t enough I really need to learn to shut up but I never will I keep digging my grave and it won’t end, no it won’t it’ll just get worse… I hate it so much but I can’t change I won’t change…