Samadhi, Satori, and Divine Union

I spent 4 years on the side of a mountain praying, meditating, pondering, and doing mantras. I have a samadhi, satori, and divine union with god, and have seen Jesus in a vision, all within the 4 years spent on the side of the mountain. During this time of have spent times in the forest as a druid doing esoteric practices, and spent time in caves by the river.

Samadhi experience-- I was sitting on top of the mountain in meditation when all of a sudden ever atom in my body felt like it was electrified. In an instant i felt energized, and all my cells vibrating, and I heard a drop of water enter the ocean. In an instant realized that i was the drop of water, and the ocean was god, and when thing happened my sense of self, merged with the creator, and it felt like we become one. In this state it was timeless, and full of nothing but pure indiscriminate love and compassion. I felt one with all of his creation.

Divine union, and vision of Jesus--- Also while praying on the side of the mountain I had another mystical experience. I was holding out my hands like a beggar for God to reveal himself to me. I said "God I know you exist, will you show me you are there"? In an instant the clouds parted, and the sun starting bursting through right above where my hands were in the sky. This part physically happened for real, but the next part of the same experience was a vision. In this vision I was in a field, and I could feel a presence of absolute love, and it was pulling me towards it. So I started sprinting after it pursuit. When I finally came to a clearing in the field of tree, there was an empty patch, where I saw Jesus Christ. He was standing their in his robe, and his staff. He said to me "I am not the one you seek, but I will lead you to the one you seek". "He pointed his staff toward a ball of formless energy filled with every color, and emotion, and it was a portal of some kind. He said "When you enter through these gates, you will be in paradise where the father is". As i entered I felt an amazing rapture of pure love, and endless compassion.

So are there any truths to these experiences and visions? They were NOT drug induced at all, and where from hours of prayer, and practice. 

Congratulations on your esoteric.experiences. I believe your divine attainment. Why did you return to this Maya civilization ?

I returned as a philosopher to try to use reason and logic to make the world a more compassionate place. I wouldn't say I have divine attainment, but I have enough to work with to hopefully reach that state someday. I am still searching for the philosopher stone, but what the stone really is, is not what is known by the traditional sense, and is misrepresented and understood.

Are you doubting your Samadhi experience? Maharishi Mahesh Yogi introducebTM after experiencing Samadhi as a hermit in the Himalayas.

There is no doubting my Samadhi, as i can see the true self reflected in everything around me. I am still in search of understanding of higher densities. If you are interested in what I mean, look up on youtube "The Law of One"-Ra Material.

I prefer to learn.from.the translated works of Srila Vyasadeva and writings of Enlightened Sages. Good luck on your journey as a Philosopher.

Thank you, i appreciate your responses to my post