Watch this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1jkj-HPLdw
Traxler help..

You got so focused on attacking you failed to notice that your opponent was setting up mate in 2. Take a deep breath and don't go crazy on the attack. Play the best moves not the most attacking ones.

First after Nxh8 on move 7 you play d5. If he takes (with pawn) then play Nd4 if with bishop then Bg4. Here its slightly better for white but not losing. Dm me for more detail.

I once played a game against this line, but I played Bxd5 and lost immediately
Wait, that game was against you...
https://www.chess.com/game/live/18141081261

This is some of the theory, I tried some annotating but it's like you will have to remember it all as black has to play forced moves to get equality or advantage
Main ideas are Qf6 and retreating dark bishop, play Qd4 for mate threat in Kf1 line

Engine evals the traxler wrong most of the time white is better by a bit but is a draw
So, like I said, white is better in the Traxler lol.
Yeh but still
Plz.. why didn’t this work. What do Kf1? I’m so maaaad