You lost to a 1018 player in 7 moves:
https://www.chess.com/livechess/game?id=2680885664
Trying to be "agressive" is the last thing you should be doing.
6...Bc3? is wrong.
7...Qg5?? is horrible.
8.g3 is UGLY. The whole idea of an opening like this is rapid development.
9.f3?? made me throw up in my mouth.
Im taking black every single time.
its hard to say
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