did i miss something here about this post ???????
dealing with tilt and wanting to give up

What you’re facing is the emotional tax of caring deeply about improving. That’s not a flaw — it’s a sign of your dedication.

I'm going to try to create a new site called "Starlight"
Adaptive Rating will base rating change not just on result but also how well the player played.
Winning factor will be applied for players who were winning but lost on time.
Consolation AI will give players advice when they are tilting which becomes far less annoying.
150 min. max time for rated games, rated games can only be played 6 am to 10 pm
Ratings don't update every game, just once per day.
I'm coming for you chess.com... just you wait for July 3, 2035.