Maybe you need to improve a little and if you want to do that you should study and play longer time controls.
How do I win games?

Hi! My name is Lauren Goodkind and I'm a chess coach based in California!
I have several tips to share with you to help you start winning games!
1) Ask questions before making a move. For example, ask, "If I move here, is it safe?", or "Can I safely capture a piece?"
2) Play with a slow time control, such as game in 30 minutes. You need time to think to avoid making silly mistakes.
3) I offer a free eBook for beginners on how to get better in chess on my website: www.ChessByLauren.com
4)If you are very serious about improving, I suggest hiring a chess coach.
5) Learn basic tactics, such as the fork, pin, discovered attack, and more.
6) Consider all checks and captures.
I hope that this helps!
i went on youtube and watched around 4 hours of chess videos and now i won 2 games in a row! thank you!


Improving Your Chess - Resources for Beginners and Beyond...
https://www.chess.com/blog/RussBell/improving-your-chess-resources-for-beginners-and-beyond
https://www.chess.com/blog/RussBell
So I have played 10 games but only lose. Is there even a way to win or are everyone cheating?