I feel like I'm getting worse. Is this possible?

You only started playing rapid here a few weeks ago. I would wait til you have been playing it longer to start speculating about a cognitive decline.
I looked at two games you played today. In one you lost to a back rank mate. That is something you should pretty easily see at an 850 level. Have you tried Puzzle Rush (timed)? Seeing one and two move mates can be trained.
In this one, you also ignored an opponent's threats:

You haven’t played in a year. That’s not just rust—your brain needs time to rebuild pattern recognition and recalibrate.

Improving Your Chess - Resources for Beginners and Beyond…
https://www.chess.com/blog/RussBell/improving-your-chess-resources-for-beginners-and-beyond