Not going anywhere


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U2huVf1l4UE Very useful, and free, as are the fundamentals videos he mentioned. John Bartholomew. A pretty good natural teacher for a titled chess player.
Hey!
Happy to help you get on a better path to chess learning, nobody likes to lose a lot or feel stuck in their progression! Message me, we can do this!
-Jordan

Play in an IRL beginner's tournament, you'll probably kill it.

Play in an IRL beginner's tournament, you'll probably kill it.
What this isn’t true at all, don’t listen OP. Don’t fall into that trap of blaming engines for losses so you can convince yourself that the loss you just suffered wasn’t your fault.
If you’re playing chess and want to improve, you probably won’t get very far alone. Luckily, there are tons of good YouTube videos you can watch and books you can borrow from your local library. As mentioned, John Bartholomew is good, and for fundamentals, GothamChess is pretty handy as well. We’ve all had trouble at one time or another, try not to give up!

Play in an IRL beginner's tournament, you'll probably kill it.
Not true at all. Cheaters are extremely rare even at my level, and I'm 2000 on this site.
The way you improve is to take responsibility for your losses. You and your opponent both made mistakes, but you made more mistakes (or worse mistakes) than your opponent, and they came out on top.
You'll never play perfect chess, but try to fix some of your biggest leaks. One thing that both you and OP have in common is that you're allowing enemy knights to fork you too often. So be aware of how knights move and don't let them fork your king, queen and rooks!

Don't give up.....learn the fundamentals!...
Improving Your Chess - Resources for Beginners and Beyond...
https://www.chess.com/blog/RussBell/improving-your-chess-resources-for-beginners-and-beyond

Play in an IRL beginner's tournament, you'll probably kill it.
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