Some advice


Is it possible to see your game data's insights somehow? In general, I think you might benefit from time control. It seems you have lost 50% of games due to time, so maybe consider playing longer games. I believe repeating the right moves is key to learning. Playing too quickly and repeating bad moves might not make a good player.

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If you want to study by yourself, read ‘Logical Chess’. It is really instructive book. You have it on youtube as well: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eTB7oHeRgM&list=PLUrgfsyInqNa1S4i8DsGJwzx1Uhn2AqlT