If you are mr. blunder with those elos, then what am I at 400-500 elo rapid with a highest of 545?
I was a child prodigy, learned chess only by watching my grown up brothers playing the game. However a lot has happened since than and I battle with many hardships.
In most of my games I have huge lead and all of a sudden I drop a queen in one move!
Same here. I deal with depression, anxiety, burnout and I have autism. Also I have to take medication every day for my mental health that clouds my mind, thus making calculating almost impossible and concentrating is very hard. That's why I'm proud of reaching 545 rapid, even though I lost over 100 points in just few days!
I have had multiple cases where I lose 6-8 games in a row because I tilt and it seems like I unlearned everything I was capable of. Just my last game I was a queen and rook up and ended up being lucky to have drawn the game.
If you are mr. blunder with those elos, then what am I at 400-500 elo rapid with a highest of 545?
I was a child prodigy, learned chess only by watching my grown up brothers playing the game. However a lot has happened since than and I battle with many hardships.
In most of my games I have huge lead and all of a sudden I drop a queen in one move!
Just look at this game: https://www.chess.com/game/live/165329275022
Luckily My opponent did not see the hanging queen. This is Mr. Blunder at work and I hate being Mr. Blunder.
