I've just been looking through 4000 pictures on the net. I believe it isn't Nandi. I once found the exact image and it was a very obscure deity probably 300 years old. It was just on the off-chance that you'd studied puja idols.
I no longer have the interest in chess. I think it disappeared a couple of years ago but yesterday I received a phone call asking me if I would support our chess club if it restarts and I'll do that.
I'm not a pagan. although I do worship reality, in a way. Nature, really. And endeavour, and good nature. A lot of people use religious rites to channel their psychic energy but it's symbolic and therefore, very weak. Similarly, pagans, druids, witches evil-worshippers and whatnot use rites and spells to focus and channel their energies. If they NEED to use rites and spells, they are not as powerful as they would presumably wish to be. Generally, they wish for the wrong things.
You can only sincerely wish for that which is life-enhancing because anything else will destroy you, when you realise your error. If you aren't sincere and clear in your thoughts, you are weak, because you do not channel your energy well, because of the lack of sincerity.
This means that prayer is actually a precise way to channel your energy, but it has to be sincere. Most prayer is in the form of rites which are learned and are therefore insincere. Therefore ineffective. Absolute honesty with ourselves is a fundamental. Otherwise, we would be harmed.
I think that it's always been thought, in the circles I used to frequent, that releasing Kundalini energy prematurely releases energy that runs out of control and brings about situations which at the least are very testing. There will be many people who do not survive it.
All in all, we have receptive/magnetic ideas and active/projecting/achieving ideas. Obviously yin/yang or relative/absolute. I see the fundamental duality which governs all our thinking as relative/absolute. Literally all other dualities originate from that fundamental duality of thought.
That's a freebie from me. I personally do not associate anything much with a male-female duality. It could even be missing the point to do so.
does sexual activities affect chess
 
    
  
  
   
    
  
  
  i don't know why but..while playing i feel aroused sometimes
Then.....perhaps you r not focusing entirely on the game.
 
    
  
  
  Hey.....why tf did u bump this stupid topic, may I ask? It's a very delicate subject, which should have been locked.
 
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    
@Kotshmot Does that mean all of your Pawns promote to Kings? 😁