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My question is: What is the hardest game you have ever played and why?

I am currently playing a game against my self OTB and it is the hardest game I have ever played because I am a tactical player and I can't use tactics in this game because my opponent (me) will see through them so I have to play differently than I normally do.

In normal chess games I usually see tactics that don't have a 100% chance of working but I still go for them by sacrificing pieces and doing stupid things and in the end I don't even get to do the tactic, so I play against myself to get out of that habit and it is pretty hard for me to get out of that habit so far.