I come back AGAIN to chess !!

After a break during a whole 2 monthes of vacations, travels, play sports, and enjoying aside from chess.. i decided to come back again to play against a lot of players online. And let what happens if i lose matches, let it happen. I don’t care. I no longer care about losing as much as I care about the performance & accuracy I will reach not the level.

I know that last time i played against persons online was on july 9th and it was my last game and my last loss after 15 consecutive losses between 8th and 9th july, i know i was extremely angry for that until i published a blog in which I said that I would retire from chess permanently, but as soon as I spent only a month last August, I felt a strong nostalgia to return to it, i said, even if my series of losing matches increases, i will not get angry and i will not care because of how much i miss chess

I learned things that there are more important things like chess, such as study and work, and this is what made me think about not getting angry even if the worst things happen and even if there are many losses.

Chess is a hobby, fun, and just a game. Perhaps if I thought like this and did not give chess a bigger size than it does, like studying or working, for example, perhaps my level would improve and I would begin to regain my victories and my level, but even if the opposite continues, I will continue and not care, life goes on. The goal in continuing chess throughout my life is to love it, but not to give it a size like work, so that I will not be exposed to pressure and anger during a loss. This is the most important lesson I have learned, and it is what makes me continue in chess for life and not repeat the mistake of leaving it during a lot of loss and anger. I have learned that if I have the patience of a great international chess master, then welcome and happy for that, If I do not become and always lose, at least I have the honor to one day become a champion in my work and studies, which is sure to happen, and then this is the ideal solution to not give up chess for the rest of my life and constantly enjoy it as a game..

This is my decision that I made. I just said that I would rest for an additional month in August to return, and when I rested and found myself ready to return, I found that it was the appropriate time to publish this message to you and start playing chess. I did so