I think I'm just bad at chess.
Maybe just start one game a day on 15 min. timer ones and start to think and start to think longer on which move your gonna take
If youre worried about rating so much, then just know your rating would be 300 points higher if you have lichess. But, there is not a true rating, as different websites have different start points. Its handy to know. Also, if you think youre bad at chess, you will be
The sad thing about chess is, it's not really predictable on how I play in the moment in my experience. Of course outside factors tend to affect your gameplay such as sleep, focus and mindset. Tilt is a very annoying thing and a way to diminish it is if you lose take a break. If you win, play again.
Don't think like that..just focus on your goal and learn from your mistake and day by day you will get better
I'm going through this too. I loved chess, I've been studying, watching videos, taking courses, but I just waste money and never seem to improve. I've been stuck at 200-ish for almost a year, and I can't climb. Today I lost 3 games in a row, and it is starting to bleed into my everyday self-confidence. My brain is telling me that I'm not good at anythin,g and the only thing I can do well is listen to what people have to say. I need help