Wanting to give up..
lol thank you deirdre....
ofgeniuskind... may challenge still stands....5min blitz... i will teach you a few valuable lessons
Thank you dierdre... and yes... that why i was confused by CM....
because....
I....
am a National Master
Constant mental and physical tiredness probably means nothing else except like of determination.
Pick a hobby and focus on it.Forget the dissapointments and the failures and keep trying with dedication and determination.
Seems to me you are not even trying.You expect that you will grab a chessboard or a surfboard and because of a divine gift you will be an expert with it.And when failures inevitably come you are dissapointed.You have to keep trying if you wat to see the results. From a couple of games I saw it is obvious that you don't even have the necessary concentration in daily games.
No concentration , no determination , no dedication , not any kind of effort (it is obvious that you haven't study) but you expect results.Sounds reasonable to you?