when people watch my games, i don't really know if I do better or not.
Well, if you don't blunder when there's a crowd around, then it doesn't seem to affect you.
But suppose there's a crowd around, and then horror of horrors, you make a blunder with a crowd of witnesses watching. Wouldn't you then wonder to yourself, "If there wasn't so many people around watching and making me nervous, I would never have made that horrible blunder! Demmit!!"
I know if I was watching a game, and I saw a horrible blunder, I'd try to get away from the scene as fast as possible. I don't want to see the blunderer's face look up at me. Oooooh, that would just be horrible. He or she might blame me silently, "Look at what the @!*%$ you and your face just made me do along with all the other dem Looky Loos!"
Frequent scenario: You're playing a competitive rated tournament game. For whatever reason, a group of players come over to watch your game. ("Crowd" is a size that varies from person to person. Some might think that 5 onlookers is a "crowd" while another might think that it's not a "crowd" until there's at least 10 people).
You look up, and notice the onlookers. The onlookers look at you while you're looking up. You go back to concentrating on your game. But you know that there's a crowd looking on.
Question: Does having a crowd affect your play? If so, is it for the Worse, the Better, or no effect at all?
Question 2: If it's for the Worse, why do you think having a "crowd" watching you and your game negatively affects you?
Question 3: If it used to affect your play, but it no longer does, what would you recommend to someone who says that it affects his play when there's a crowd around his game? How would you encourage him/her to focus on the game, and to not let the presence and size of the crowd to affect his or her play? What are your specific tips?
Now for me, I haven't played a competitive OTB game in 30 years. So I don't remember. But I was just wondering, given the number of really good children and teenagers playing chess, that when I do come back, there'll be times when there's a "crowd" watching, and it will probably affect me adversely, lol!
Now, I'm probably not consistent in this area. If I'm watching a game, and they look up at me, then I'll think, "You should be happy that I'm looking at your game! I regard it as worthy of my interest!" But if I'm playing, and I look up and see someone watching, I probably will think, "Okay, that's enough. Move along now. Stop watching. You're making me nervous."
Isn't that terrible? So inconsistent. Hypocritical, even. Anyways, what are your thoughts on this?