sometimes I think I wanna disappear but I truly just want to be found

Something’s changed in you. Toward me. You’re distant… cold. And I don’t know what i’ve done. But i’ll leave you alone from now on. If that’s what you want. Is that what you want? You know why i’ll leave you alone? Cuz I care about your feelings more than mine.

I am not angry. I am in pain. and you put me here.The person who was supposed to love me more than anything.

The worst part about my sadness... is that I don’t know how to fully explain it.

I feel like I can’t trust anyone anymore. Why? Because the one person I thought would never turn on me... turned on me. The one person I never thought would hurt me… hurt me. the one person I thought would never leave me LEFT ME! so tell me… why should I trust anyone else?

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It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew

My tears are words that my mouth cant speak and the pain my heart cant bare any longer

With all the smiles you brought me, I could never thought cou’d be the cause of so many of my tears.

I don’t miss You, I just miss the person I thought you were

It hurts when the person that made me feel so special yesterday end up making me feel so unwanted today

I try my best to make people feel loved and wanted cuz I know the pain of not feeling that way

I want to feel loved without feeling like I had to beg for it

I became the monster I feared the most so that the monster wouldn’t take control over me

The monsters i’ve always feared were never under my bed but instead they were inside my heaad

I no longer fear monsters because i’ve learned that the monsters i’ve feared all this time were actually me

Pain changed me. It made me trust people less, it made me constantly overthink, and it made me shut people out, sometimes without meaning to

The most painful goodbyes are the ones you never get to say and never get to explain

The hardest part of goodbyes, is pretending it doesn’t hurt

Don’t feel guilty, I wouldn’t choose me either

I don’t need enemies, i’ve got myself

I don’t like meeting new people because when anyone gives me the slightest bit of attention, I spill my heart out to them. heh silly me, thinking people would actually care

I stopped being me a long long time ago, now I cant even remember who she was

No one could hate me as I much as I hate myself. So any mean thing your thinking of saying to me I’ve already said it to myself probably even in the past 30 minutes

I’ve been sad for years, so don’t try to tell me it gets better

My self hatred stems from the simple fact that within me lies the worst of humanity itself

Don’t tell someone your good side to make them stay, instead tell them your worst side and see who stays

From everyone and everything i’ve lost, I miss myself the most

i’m sick of trying, i’m tired of trying, sure i’m smiling, but on the inside i’m dying

Behind my smile is a broken heart. behind my laugh i’m falling apart. behind my eyes are teary nights. Behind my body is a soul trying to fight

Its not the stab in the back that hurts, its turning around and seeing who did it.

If I tell you about my past, its not because I want you to feel sorry for me, its because I want you to understand why I am the way I am

No one notices your tears, or your sadness, or even your pain, but for some reason they always notice your mistakes

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