I Love Crying In The Rain. 🥺
Because When I Do, ☝️
No One Can Hear The Pain 💔

you never loved me in the first place… so why did you pretend and lead me on?

current mood: HeArTbRokEn 💔

screw you! I should be happy that you’re gone

p.s

im Broken

@MystifyingNarwhal_Avishi I know I hurt her and I cant do anything about it but it still hurts. I never wanted to break up but it's too late for that now so I guess there's no point in trying. She's a great friend and is really kind and caring. She may not like me but I'll always love her. Im so sry Avi for the pain I've put you through, I know i'm an a**hole and a jerk.

Sky, if you’re reading this.. I want you to know I’m sorry I never meant to control you! But I can’t even bear to even glance at ur profile bc I know what Lucas told me I know that’s the truth. And don’t make sh#t excuses for yourself such as “ you shouldn’t have heard that” “ I didn’t mean it” ofc you did bc then why else would you say that? I’ve had at least 20 people ask me “are you ok?” Yes im fine but for me… fine means something else . I’m falling apart again and I’m rejected lonely and anxious. I know maybe that you didn’t mean to.. but you still hurt me. Trust is a fragile thing a glass bird and you broke the bird. Breaking my trust and I can’t trust you. How could I after all that’s happened? Because yea ig you’re right dating me was a mistake I feel the same way if I could take it all back I would in a heartbeat bc then we’d both be spared of the pain. As a final word, I guess I was never good enough for you. But then you’re not good enough for me 😔.

Bᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ? Tʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴄᴏᴏʟ? -Tʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ғᴀᴛ?... Sʜᴇ ɪs ᴏɴ A Diet. -Tʜᴇ ɢɪRʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ?... Sʜᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴅs ʜᴏᴜʀs ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ. -Tʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛrɪpped? Hᴇ ɪs ᴀʙᴜsᴇᴅ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ. - Sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɢʟʏ sᴄᴀʀs?... Hᴇ ғᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʜɪs ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛʀʏ. - Tʜᴀᴛ ɢᴜʏ ʏoᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ?... Hɪs ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪs ᴅʏɪɴɢ. -Tʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴀʟᴅ?...Hᴇ ʜᴀs ᴄᴀɴᴄᴇʀ. - Pᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ɪn your profile ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ. I ʙᴇᴛ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇ-ᴘᴏsᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ I'ᴍ sᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡill.

✨ friend list✨

@imbadatchessleavemealone - she’s such a good friend! Has helped me through a lot of rough times

@A_Lonely_Iris - my beautiful wonderful gf! ILYSM

@hitherenoob- my “beastie” yes my beastie IRL, he’s always been there for me talking me out of stupid stuff *which I do a lot lol*

@digssy - very nice guy! He’s w @hitherenoob I support! Such a cute couple! UwU

@Zayaaa_rix- she’s so sweettt! I luv her so much! tysmm girlie for being in my lifeee

@AlexAthletico_Yt - my fav person on chess.com UwU

@27slicesofham - I’ve known karah for sooo long! She’s so nice and she’s always been there for me!
@Draco_Konno - bro has like 20 accounts so imma list the one he uses the most! He’s real chill he’s dating @27slicesofham um and he does tkd too!

✨ Quotes✨

avishi-channn~ UwU- @imbadatchessleavemealone