A Little note: I will be changing my username sometime in February

some things Abt me

Name: Alex:p

age:Just ask me:)

Gender: female

Sexuality: Pansexual

Status:ask me:p

Birthday: February, 4th

I have ADD, Depression, PTSD, Anxiety, a little bit of Autism, And I suffer from suicidal thoughts. I am also dyslexic so if you message me and I spell words wrong i’m sorry

Whenever you ask if I’m okay i’m gonna lie and say i’m fine because I don’t want people to worry about me.

I’m also really good at listening and helping ppl out when they need it

Some things I like are: Drawing, Motorcycles, Riding bikes, Skateboarding, Singing, Music, Doing makeup, and reading Dark romance.

Some things I hate: Pervs, people who keep asking me to date them even tho I tell them i’m taken, bullies, and people who bugg me 24/7 Abt something I tell them to drop

SHOTOUTS!!!!

OSAMOV- My father figure and the best online father

Shade-1-2-3- OMGGG I FREAKING LOVE THAT UR ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. p.s. gl w ur resposiblities that are soon

Kyle- Ur a chill ex. and I’m sorry for everything that has happened even tho i’m very dumb i’m also really really sorry

Lizzy- Ur smth else and our friendship is also smth else

Lay- Im glad we put all our drama behind us and are now friends.

Bᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ? Tʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴄᴏᴏʟ? -Tʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ғᴀᴛ?... Sʜᴇ ɪs ᴏɴ A Diet. -Tʜᴇ ɢɪRʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ?... Sʜᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴅs ʜᴏᴜʀs ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ. -Tʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛRɪPpEd Hᴇ ɪs ᴀʙᴜsᴇᴅ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ. -Sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɢʟʏ sᴄᴀʀs?... Hᴇ ғᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʜɪs ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛʀʏ. -Tʜᴀᴛ ɢᴜʏ ʏOᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ?... Hɪs ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪs ᴅʏɪɴɢ. -Tʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴀʟᴅ?...Hᴇ ʜᴀs ᴄᴀɴᴄᴇʀ. -Pᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴀᴛᴜs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ. I ʙᴇᴛ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴛ ʀᴇ-ᴘᴏsᴛ , ʙᴜᴛ I'ᴍ sᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ.

some of my closest friends:

Lily_lizzy- My all time bestie on chess and In real life I love you sm girly<3

Girl ilysm thx for helping me push threw life since elementary school your the bestest friend ever

My Cute little Orange child (Name:Tiger)

Plz join my club (Owner: Alex) https://www.chess.com/club/anything-club-3/join/c4deca

Do you know what it's like when you wanna go cry
But you can't let out all the feelings inside?
So you lay in your bed under blankets and hide
And you let people know that you're feeling just fine
And your pillow gets stained with the tears that you cried
And you're praying nobody comes in and asks why
And the redness is already takin' your eyes
And you wish you could hide it but there's no disguising it

Cry, let it all out, go ahead, just fall down
I'm scared of me now
I don't want them to carry me out
Lies, you're filled up with doubts
When I scream, no words come out, bye
No sit on the couch
Let me hear what you gotta say now
I'm trapped in my mind
Look up, look left, look right, gone
No one's around
I've been calling to God, but it's hard when my voice
Wasn't taken by choice
So I keep making noise hoping they hear me
But they just fear me
I'm trapped in my mind
Look up, look left, look right
Gone, no one's around
I've been calling to God, but it's hard when my voice
Wasn't taken by choice
So I keep making noise hoping they hear me
But they just fear me

Do you know what it's like when you wanna go cry
But you can't let out all the feelings inside?
So you lay in the bed under blankets and hide
And you let people know that you're feeling just fine
And your pillow gets stained with the tears that you cried
And you're praying nobody comes in and asks why
And the redness is already takin' your eyes
And you wish you could hide it but there's no disguising it
Do you know what it's like when you wanna go cry
But you can't let out all the feelings inside?
So you lay in the bed under blankets and hide
And you let people know that you're feeling just fine
And your pillow gets stained with the tears that you cried
And you're praying nobody comes in and asks why
And the redness is already takin' your eyes
And you wish you could hide it but there's no disguising it

Cry, let it all out, go ahead, just fall down
I'm scared of me now
I don't want them to carry me out
Lies, you're filled up with doubts
When I scream, no words come out, bye
No sit on the couch
Let me hear what you gotta say now
I'm trapped in my mind
Look up, look left, look right
Gone, no one's around
I've been calling to God, but it's hard when my voice
Wasn't taken by choice
So I keep making noise hoping they hear me
But they just fear mecreds: @itz-aarohi

Nezukolover1234