Updates:

I’m … I …. I messed up so bad. I’m leaving. I wish life wasn’t real, I wish death was here. If I unfriended you, don’t try to friend me back. I’m … going … to the other side.

How am I 168 IQ, INTJ, INTP, and ISTP mix, and still that STUPID AND DUMB AND RIDICULOUS AND CURSED????!!!!!

also, yes … I can speak Japanese ;-;

かじです、おはようございます〜

and chinese ;-;

早上好，我叫Kaji。

AND YES AS YOU CAN GUESS I’M HALF OF THAT AND HALF OF THAT.

entering grade four stupid as heck

—things that summarize me: cursed, depressed, insane, manipulative—

—my lines: KAFFEE AND TEA, meh debatable, eh debatable, Same as always ^^, skyooz me wut now (taken from flame-san), I see. Not understood, etc. et.—

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About me:

—warning: depression, mental issues, etc. etc. ahead here—

IF YOU ASK ME “HRU?” OR “HOW ARE YOU” THE ANSWER IS ALWAYS: “SAME AS ALWAYS ^^”

I make sidebars for free now. Check out Club of the Elite , The ANHS Protocol - COTE , and Zombies lovers forever , People of Kingdom , and Tempest,and Infinity Chess , and more- the sidebars were made by me. I also contributed to Chess Japan’s sidebar, the Bread Network, Partner Clubs, Upcoming matches, Rule Offence, chess.com API pull, and styling. Overall, I make sidebars. Also did Apoc Dynasty but I feel like I’m forgetting a lot … oh, and Hunter Team, etc. etc. Also, I can now bypass chess.com sidebar limitations by using git repository. So, basically I can do a lot of door-open animations now. And a lot of API pulls … and birthday registrations, oh, and did I forget? I can do basically everything code can do.

If I were to be honest, The ANHS Protocol - COTE sidebar is not my masterpiece but a very very long work in progress. I mean, you might ask, “You have new members! You have a birthday registration! You have … a bakery!!!” But I’m still unsatisfied. That’s why I made a door, and split it into tabs. I tested those in our Student Council but … variety of style I guess. Greedy because I have a beating heart inside of me.

Other than sidebars, I’m a professional coder that coded Discord 2.0 without the reference code … it was uhh … for a club inspired by anime (again, check out The ANHS Protocol - COTE).

YES I’M TEN AND I BELIEVE I HAVE MORE S****** ATTEMPTS THAN YOU.

Unless ur part of Shattered Ice-

But also, I’m sick, and be mindful that I juggle grade school (4th grade) along with depression and funerals. I have poor health and it has recently gone to that I’m stuck in bed for most of time. So yeah, sometimes I can’t. I … what’s the meaning for living? Everyone’s leaving.

I operate under the natural law that 全ての人間は道具でしかない。お前にとって、人間一人の命はどれほど重い？自らの命を懸けるほどか？

Also I have unhealthy coping mechanisms.

My name is … you can just call me Kaji, my likes and dislikes are none of your concern , I have a few hobbies here and there, and dreams? Let me think about that …

I enjoy the quiet—it’s good for the peace of mind.

Likes drinking tea (green, black, white, herbal, osmanthus), and looking at calligraphy (but not practicing it, though I do practice sometimes).

Enjoys COTE (Classroom of the Elite) , Ansatsu Kyoushitsu (Assassination Classroom , though I know more techniques that were explained in the anime/manga … not that there were much), Bleach (also known as Bleach), Naruto, JJK (Jujutsu Kaisen), Blue Lock , Fruits Basket , and much more …

And before you ask me to do your homework … do consider how it will impact you, your future, and your lineage.

Can do up to high university-level mathematics, sciences (mostly physics, biology, chemistry, biochem, prefer not climatology), economics, psychology …

Current class: integral calculus (outside school). Passed everything of maths with perfect grade except for spherical geometry and derivation.

Shoutouts to people because yes:

@AyaNoClue : you were my first conversation partner that held talks with meaning … thank you for that.
@cello_jello : You are very nice and kindhearted ^^ I’m glad I met you lol. Probably the second person I trusted on the sigh.
@Thief_066 (or smth like that): You are a thief of depression ;-; Very funny, but idk why don’t like math ;-;
@Igristhebloodred21 / @Ameliatheparrot : … I don’t hate you, where did that come from?
@the_distance : Please don’t close, you’re like my older sister to me … and we’re now best friends ;-; Nice person. Now part of my online adopted family ^^. You are like … the first person who brought me into the family of Shattered Ice so I can meet most of those people, thank you so much for that. I am always in debt to you ^^
@Red_Snapper_FISH : nice person. Very funny. Cares about people regardless of loss, unlike me. A role model ^^. Thank you so much for being here, I enjoy your presence and our conversations a lot ^^
@juniper-dragonlight : honestly my first therapist (kind of?) Cares about people in the community ^^.
@remix246 : Thank you for trying to talk with me ^^ You’re a really good person
@Sketching_Checkmates : Absolutely approve of the time you banned someonen b/c they harassed the club lol ^^ … until they were actually a good person but still very funny.
Rose-san (I thought you might want to keep your username private): I’m glad I met you. Despite all that you’re going through, I’m glad you still care about people. I’m happy for the new life you are starting, and hope you get better ^^
Eli-san: I’m glad you’re making people feel better, even if I don’t really know you.
Eric-san: I hope you come back soon and find your new place good.
@Purple-Lighting : Olivia-san I’m glad I met you ^^ Even though we don’t know each other well, I feel like you are a kind person (especially in the google meets lol). Please take care of your health and don’t end up almost dying in the hospital like me tho ;-;
@Better_Than_Before : Don’t believe what other people say about you, you are talented and smart. Don’t quit chess, I believe that you have potential and is a good player ^^

—these are the people that I interact with a lot and really trust in. They are the reason why I don’t entirely shift into my dark personality of using people, and are the reason I have bonds in life, just online—

—note 2: clearly everyone’s leaving, i’m cursed, one day i’m going to leave and go to the other side—

—note 3: i don’t understand human emotions, i locked them down that night, i haven’t smiled or laughed or cried ever since. and yet … everytime I see an argument, some lock inside be breaks—

[…Many people describe me as quiet , they say I don’t talk too much but listen attentively. That’s a double-edged trait … one that can lead you to trouble , but also one that allows you to gain information .

I am the puppet master and never the puppet, if I was ever then that would be a shame to my pride . I’ve never lost control of the board due to my opponent being too good, but by my own fallacies… ]

- The People That You Are Surrounded By: by Kaji

Ever lost to someone at shogi? The person who you lost to was probably me … on the board and in real life.

Ever felt like you lost to someone in life? That must have been humiliating … after all, the only ones who can win at the constantly ongoing game of chess is me . The planner, the instigator of the cycle of sacrifice and gain, winning and losing.

Ever fell into the feeling of an illusion? The person who caused that was me … invading your mindscape and twisting your perception.

Ever thought that your life was planned from your birth? The person who planned it was me … in fact I know your next action for the next few decades.

Remember that no matter what feeling of succeeding you have … that was all granted by your opponent who made a mistake in the game, who failed to oppress you.

Remember that succession is only one move towards checkmating your opponent, but never the last move.

Copy and paste this one and only series of original quotes by me to mess with people! Note: do not twist these series to be actually harmful or meaning harm.

Favorite anime characters:

Uchiha Shisui (Naruto, Danzo really killed him off for his plans, but that’s fine, not everyone can foretell the future)

Shihouin Yoruichi (Bleach, idk she seems to have fun messing with Feng and Kuchiki while mentoring Kurosaki and Urahara)

Geto Suguru (Jujutsu Kaisen, not the Kenjaku version, the alive one. B/c I think he represents how a person can change from pressure, like if Uzumaki went bad or Gaara … I think he’s like Uchiha Obito in a way)

Ayanokouji Kiyotaka (Classroom of the Elite. I personally like the “hidden genius in the defective class” motif and can’t wait for future chapters/episodes). He’s also the only one who’s intelligence is on par with me.

Kurosaki Ichigo (Bleach, idk why. Maybe because Mr. Strawberry or Mr. First Protecter or Mr. One-Five’s perseverance is an ongoing motif throughout the series—from when he accepted the responsibilities of becoming a Shinigami to protect, from when he started training with Urahara after Kuchiki senka’d him, from SS arc when he returned, Arrancar arc when he kept trying to save Orihime, Karakura, and SS, Fullbring when he overcame despair of losing Fullbring + never becoming Shinigami again with help of friends, TYBW when he reforged his zanpakuto from the fake one after his “Bankai: Tensa Zangetsu” v1 broke)

Yes, I can contemplate sometimes. Very deeply. If the environment is peaceful enough.

Favorite manga/rec:

Bleach

Action/Fighting + Comedy

Anime ongoing (Cour 4 omg I waited so long for ts) manga ended (possibly)

Shounen

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