"I don’t have an amazing figure or a flat stomach. I’m far from being considered a model but, I’m me. I eat food. I have curves. I have more fat than I should. I have scars because I have a history. Some people love me, some like me, some hate me. I have done good. I have done bad. I love my Pj’s and I go without makeup and sometimes don’t get my hair done. I’m random and sometimes I say crazy things. I don’t pretend to be someone I’m not. I am who I am, you can love me or not. I won’t change! And if I love you…I do it with all my Heart! I make no apologies for who I am." Wink

I really cant picture anyone having a crush on me,or someone thinking about me before they fall asleep,or anyone getting butterflies because I said "hi" to them, or someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we're talking. I mean like...Why would they even do that??? Im just me.Nothing extra ordinary, or special.:) Whenever you need me I will be there I want you to know that I truly care !! When life knocks you down on your knees I will be at your side just as fast as you please !! A shoulder to cry on when times are rough An encouraging word when you don’t feel good enough !! An ear to listen to your hopes ‘n your dreams A voice of moderation when you have gone to extremes !! Someone to share the good ‘n the bad I will be the worlds best friend you ever had !! Always be yourself..never try to hide who you are..the only shame is to have shame..always stand up for what you believe in..always question what other people tell you..never regret the's a waste of time..there's a reason for everything..every mistake every moment of weakness..every terrible thing that has happened to you..grow from it..the only way you can ever get the respect of others is when you show them that you respect yourself..and most your thing and never apologize for being you!!!!• A woman can smile to many guys, but it takes a special guy to have her laughing with tears on her face. • A woman can talk to many guys,but it takes a special guy to have her greet good morning and wish good night to. • A woman can have many guys' numbers in her contacts,but it takes a special guy to have her assigned a special ring tone on. • A woman can admire many guys, but it takes a special guy to have her dreaming about. • A woman can have many stuff on her wish list, but it takes a special guy to have her wishing upon a shooting star for. • A woman can changes her clothes anytime, but it takes a special guy to have her thinking of over and over again. • A woman can listen to many songs, but it takes a special guy to make a song sounds special to her that she keeps listening to it over and over again. • A woman can say hello to many guys,but it takes a special guy to have her says "I love you" to. • A woman can answer questions from many guys,but it takes a VERY special guy to have her answers "I DO" at the altar."I'm a woman who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I wouldn't make you wait on her hand and foot,but would do anything to make you happy. I would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I won't make you hold my bag,but would rather hold your hand instead.I will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I'm who would give the world to see you SMILE"."A friend is someone who will catch you when you fall, dry your tears and tell you it will be all right, pretend to be happy just to cheer you up, never leave you by yourself, make you laugh when you're sad, call back if you hang up on them, follow you wherever you go, stop you from doing something stupid or hurting yourself, and they're always willing to give up something that means a lot to them because they can be sure you'll always be there in return, and because to them you'll always mean more than you can imagine. " "If you're alone....I'll be your shadow. if you want to cry...I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug.....I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy...I'll be your smile ....but anytime you need a friend....I'll just be me....." "If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tears ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and my dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. if you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.But, you are also falling love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way I'll text you in the mornings just telling you....I hope you have a great day. You're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me,the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible..............One day soon, you will have that someone who is thoughtful, attentive to your needs and who will know what you are about to say before you even say it. One day soon, you will experience what it means to be truly loved, truly cared for and truly needed. One day soon, you will have someone who will only enhance what you already possess, someone who will be supportive, encourage you and not hinder you. One day soon, you will once again laugh, smile and enjoy what love is supposed to be in your life. One day soon, God will bring into your life the person that was created, not for someone else, but the one that was created JUST FOR YOU!