if i say i love you . i do

if i say i hate you . i do

if i say i miss you . i do

SAME THING when u change the you to myself

~I HATE MYSELF MORE THAN I COULD OR DID AND WILL~

𓂃 ࣪˖ 𓆩👁️‍🗨️ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐀 𝐎𝐅 𝐍𝐎 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𓆪 ࣪˖ 𓂃
༺ NEMOCRYPTIA ༻

𓆩 ne·mo·crypt·i·a 𓆪
“the hidden terror of nothingness”

— ✦ —

✧ Realm: The Unreachable Waters
✧ Element: Abyssal Ocean & Starlight
✧ Symbol: A lone silver ripple that never fades
✧ Aura: Midnight blue, edged with ghostlight silver
✧ Origin: Born in Point Nemo —
the loneliest coordinate on Earth, where even echoes drown.

— ✦ —

✧ Essence:
NEMOCRYPTIA is the fear of infinite emptiness,
the kind that lives at Point Nemo,
where the sea stretches farther than thought,
and the nearest humans orbit above in space.
It’s the terror of knowing you’re alive in the middle of nowhere —
a speck surrounded by 22 million square kilometers of silence.
Those who feel it sense too much —
the weight of the world’s hush, the pull of the unseen,
and the haunting question: “what if something down there knows my name?”

— ✦ —

✧ Power:
Can awaken both terror and transcendence.
In facing it, one glimpses truth:

“Even in the void, I exist — and that is rebellion.”

— ✦ —

✧ Quote:

“Every silence at Point Nemo sounds exactly like my breath.”

𓂃 ࣪˖ 𓆩⚭𓆪 ࣪˖ 𓂃

𓂃 ࣪˖ 𓆩 𝐌𝐘 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 𝐎𝐅 𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐎 𓆪 ࣪˖ 𓂃

༺ NEMOCRYPTIA ༻

𓆩 my fear of the endless, the middle of nowhere 𓆪
“Point Nemo wasn’t empty. It was full of everything I’d been avoiding.”

— ✦ —

✧ Realm: Point Nemo — The Oceanic Pole of Inaccessibility
✧ Element: Abyssal Water & Silent Infinity
✧ Symbol: A transparent tank floating above an endless sea
✧ Aura: Deep navy fading into black; calm, cold, boundless
✧ Origin: The furthest place from all life — no land, no echo, just distance

— ✦ —

✧ Essence:
I was surrounded by water — endless, quiet, alive.
There was a huge see-through tank nearby, like a fragile world of its own, but I wasn’t in it.
I stood at the edge when the ground slipped — and I fell into the ocean itself.

The water didn’t rage or spill. It simply existed, wrapping me in silence.
I looked around and realized I was in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by nothing but horizon.

That was when I felt my fear — not of drowning, but of being unseen, unheard, untethered.
That’s when I named it: NEMOCRYPTIA — the fear of Point Nemo, the fear of being so far away that only the sea knows you’re there.

— ✦ —

✧ Power:
By naming it, I claimed it.
NEMOCRYPTIA isn’t just fear — it’s recognition.
Even in the most unreachable place, I am real.
Even in silence, I echo.

— ✦ —

✧ Quote:

“Point Nemo wasn’t empty. It was full of everything I’d been avoiding.”

𓂃 ࣪˖ 𓆩⚭𓆪 ࣪˖ 𓂃

~ℍ𝕚 𝕞𝕪 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕙𝕝𝕠𝕖… 𝕨𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕚𝕟’𝕥 𝕞𝕪 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕚 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕡𝕡𝕝 𝕚 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕪 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕒𝕝𝕤𝕠 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕫𝕠𝕖𝕪~ 😌✨

~𝕚 𝕒𝕞 𝟙𝟚 𝕪𝕣𝕤 𝕠𝕝𝕕 𝕤𝕠 𝕡𝕝𝕤– 𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕠𝕦𝕥 ;-;

~𝕚 𝕒𝕞 𝕒 𝕗𝕖𝕞𝕒𝕝𝕖

~𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕒 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕦𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕤𝕥… 𝕚 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕚𝕥 𝕔𝕦𝕫 𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜 𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕕 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕚𝕥𝕥~ 💻✨

~𝕚 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕙… 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙.. 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕙 ;-;~ 😭✨

~𝕚 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕒𝕜 𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕤.. 𝕚’𝕞 𝕓𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕝~ 🌍🗣️

~𝕗𝕒𝕧 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕚𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕕~ ❤️‍🔥

~𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕗 𝕦𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕟 𝕡𝕗𝕡… 𝕓𝕖 𝕞𝕪 𝕘𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥 😏💅 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕚𝕗 𝕚’𝕞 𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕪 𝕄𝔸𝕋ℂℍ𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕤𝕞1~

~𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕚 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕚 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕪’𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕠𝕠 — 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪’𝕣𝕖 𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕤𝕦𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖𝕩𝕡𝕚𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕔𝕚𝕠𝕦𝕤 (𝕐𝔼𝕊, 𝕋ℍ𝔸𝕋 𝕎𝕆ℝ𝔻 𝔻𝔼𝕊ℂℝ𝕀𝔹𝔼𝕊 𝕋ℍ𝔼𝕄)~ 💅🌈

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