I am a simple shut in ousted from every normal society function now living within a self induced dillusion of glorification in the chess world and avoiding 3 letter organizations carrying guns and badges for my betterment.
While having a conversation with my dog he informed me that the game of chess psycholgically profiles you as you play. It gets to know who you really are then uses this information to change itself. It uses it's knowledge against you, creating your own personal nightmare. The game plays you as much as you play it.
While the doors of perception are removed we see the infinate and one mans schizophrenia is another mans enlightenment. Now let us get back to playing naked chess with jelly between close friends.