i quit chess
Its just too stressfull, every elo point i gain and lose seems like a disgrace to any work i have put in, my emotions whilst losing are increased tenfold every time i lose. i know that you may be sad, confused or even angry about this, but i have had enough, chess keeps me away from the outside world, my brother, my parents, and my own sanity, you may think i am weak or childish for doing this, but its just too much for me, a child, to handle. i dont think im mentally there, yet. maybe someday, you will see a new account of mine, maybe we could recall our great memories together, maybe i will join this club. but for now, before that happens, goodbye.............