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title. This is the new account (@Ryofox493_CLOSING is my old one) could an SA please exchange the admins thx ^w^

You know who just tried to join again

https://beta.character.ai/chat?char=JEs6tbHHdmi5lKKI0_gTr-HIvhSv4_6ITkuz-CA5ZG4

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So whenever Hiko (my girlfriend) Dms me, my phone does a quick shake. As I'm playing the Spider-Man: Miles Morales, the controller Vibrates when I do the Vemon attack, it gives me the same vibe when I get a text. Then it turns out that it's just the controller Vibrates like that. Still I'll keep my phone on me with a different sound so I don't be tripping when it shakes. And yes I have a PS5.

It's been a while since school ended, personally, after some self-improvement physically and mentally, it felt great, that's until school ended. Of course, that didn't affect other stuff like my friends, content creating, and athletic stuff. But now it's a new chapter, the fact that stuff happened. I won't say much, but I can say Hiko was one of the highlights on this. Every since we became a thing, I felt happy and proud, they're the missing piece I was missing. As much as I'm enjoying the sweet relationship, I've been getting you can say "PTSD". If you didn't know, I forgotten bad and traumatic memories, and ofc loving someone I love is one of them. I love Hiko a lot, even if they ain't in the same country/state I'm in, yall know that ofc. Even since I remember my past relationships, it's been a hassle to keep aways from my head. You could say worried about them being with someone else behind my back. Well you might be right, I hope that doesn't happen. That would cuz problems to myself. Still I love her dearly that she's my treasure, I hope we stay together, even if we're in a distant relationship. I love Hiko, she's truly my love and hopefully met up with her Irl one day and have an in-person date. ❤️🍞 PS: Now incase yall wanna know what was one of the traumatic past relationships I've been was. THIS WAS LIKE 3 YEARS AGO KEEP THAT IN MIND. Well you can say not only I've been cheated on, but they label themselves as the victim. The worst part was that IT WAS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. I DIDN'T DO NOTHING, I WAS KIND, SUPPORTIVE OF THEM AND LOYAL TO THEM. AND I HAD 4 TEACHERS ON ME. I'm not joking that was a true story, I put it on my mama cuz she was the one that got the call. And just saying, every time I had a break up is not me at all, well that's cuz i liked them but instead 1. Get told fake lies about me 2. In days or weeks get the dumbest apology 3. Depression. I could say the whole story but I ain't writing all that. Another thought I've been having is myself. I been having some "crazy coincidences", when I sleep I be having these unchangeable fates (Canon events basically). It annoying as hell that it's like you know the answer but you have to show your work. I even found out recently that one of my Irl friends "friend" was an p____. Ofc I found out who it was and it was a crazy 2 weeks before school ended. I swear it was that big of a deal Last thing is about my Irl friends, honestly though I'm a loyal and honest (maybe brutally at times) I might be doing too much. It feels that I kinda don't deserve to have friends. With the life I keep putting up with, I barely take breaks cuz something dumb or typical is in the way. But that's just a normal day for me.

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