it's called "send my regrets" it's a bit long but i'ma shorten it later. it's basically about the feeling when the last thing you tell someone isn't good, like you tell them to kill themself not thinking they would and they do.
Verse one: "you ever say something to someone you love that you don't mean, and by the time you regret it it's too late, they dead and gone, yeah, -it happens I know but when will we learn not to say stufff when we can't handle the damn consequences, now your gone and the last thing I said was go off yourself, so ima send my regrets to you if you even care, but why would you?! Look I don't even wanna send my regrets but... Chorus: I only really wanna tell you in person I only wanna say I don't mean it but I messed it up, this time I won't be fixing it. It's way too late to fix, ima pray I don't go to hell for this so ima send my regrets, yeah sending my regrets to you, to you. will I ever feel worthy of happiness now? nope. maybe if I send my regrets some more I'll act like I'm ok, so i'masnedmy regrets to you, to you. verse 2 look I'd pray every day if that'd change you dying, ( I'd switch my life with yours if I could you know I would, if only you'd lived but you died thinking I wanted you to, but I never did, I never did, oh. you once asked me if you died how would that affect me and I said it wouldn't but the truth is your death messed me up, it did, if I could go back and change one thing it'd be to change me saying you should die to something anything else, but it too late... it is too damn late. (Chorus again) verse 3: "if you thought verse 2 was a lot, then buckle up, here we go , last verse wooo, I guess this ones about over ain't it? Nope still have roughly 100 words left, count it, you never know what you say what it'd do 'till your dumb- says it and they think you mean it now you got blood on your hands even if you didn't hold the knife you still helped to cause it, yeah this ones for the ones who can relate, I know you're out there, you probably feel like 'what have I done,' right? Been there done that, it messes with ya, don't it (whisper) so don't let it, QB out.