gg- good to see i`m not the only one
BDG and ...issues.

i just wish i could figure it out. honestly, i think it's some form of lazziness or chess 'tilt' from playing and losing too many games, but i don't know. I just want it to stop.
I have to switch up my openings so I don't get burnt out on them, or I WILL start playing like a patzer with them. Right now, I'm using Bird's Opening, the hippo, and various gambits. Other times, I employ the Caro-Kann and French defense as black and the English as white, and still others, I'll play a fully unorthodox repertoire. It helps keep me from getting too bored with one opening.
FOr me, all openings are equally fun to play if you mix 'em up!
I have never been able to pin this down but my chess is wildly inconsistent. For instance, today, i know i dropped 50 points on ICC in fifteen minute games. Whereas two days ago i was close to 1700 (probably fell bellow 1600 earlier today). I roll on over to chess.com, do some tactics trainer, and think to myself, why not a live game. I love getting even more madder at myself. I present a BDG.
Just odd. am i a lazy player? i don't think i am, i love chess, but how can i play one way one day and another way on another day? Anyone ever experience this before?